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Transforming the Past through the North and South Nodes

It is such a clear day today in my part of the world and not a chemtrail in sight. You all know what they are, don’t you? Those lines that spread out in the sky and take away the clarity that you need to awaken. They are there to keep you from feeling as good as you can feel. They exist to assist in the depopulation of this planet. Ok, stay in the box. It is ok. Are they trying to emulate the same kind of weather day it was 11 years ago? Life has come a long way since September 11, 2001. Much grief has been spent on the lives lost. Is it time to move on? It is amazing how bombarded you are with mainstream media and their ability to manipulate, maneuver and tell stories. Prove to me there is an al-Qaeda group since they supposedly flew the planes and the buildings collapsed because that is what would happen when planes fly into buildings. Are you living in the real world? That was the turning point for the terrorist syndrome. Who can the world blame this month? That brings me to my question of the day?

What keeps you living in a box? Because if you believe everything the media tells you, your company tells you, your parents tell you (or told you) and even your neighbors, you live in a box. Tell me is it about fear of leaping? Is it because you have no inspiration? What is that you find so intriguing about living in virtual reality? Where is your motivation? You are going to find yourself with walls closing in tighter as the year ends and into next year. Saturn goes into Scorpio in October and that changes the dynamics. Look, I have to be real and you do too because things are going to amp up before there is any kind of balance. How will you deal with that? What if there is another false flag? How many more wars can those in charge create? It is all about money and power. And it has nothing to do with having a good life except for those in power. There is no end of the world coming so I guess you will have to face the facts that are presented to you. Are you in denial of the truth? The energy that you have encountered in the past eighteen months has been about truth. Did you find yours? Did you hear someone else’s? It was about higher levels of consciousness. Did you raise your vibration so you can leap right out of that box? I know many that have; some of you are gripping onto the past. Now you will see how much in the box you really are when the material world is affected. It will be so noticeable how greedy people are and how in the box they live with the entertainment, the must have toys, the video games, or just plain you have to have it possessions. Problem is, the chickens come home to roost and it may be unavailable or else it pulls you into a really deep hole under your boxed in world. Taurus South node is all about those material possessions, money and got to have stuff. But the money wants your attention. The more the better; the more luxurious is desired.

And then you see the Scorpio North Node which has just begun on August 29 as I mentioned in my previous post. Scorpio is all about healing, metaphysical, spiritual, emotional, physical and mental. Wow, really? Yes, it is truly about transforming yourself. You have to dig deep with Scorpio and if you don’t, it will create problems in any of those parts which are up to heal and you then have to face the reality of the situation. This is a time to release the past, to stop playing the games, to get rid of old beliefs and patterns. This is a serious time, dear ones. I doubt you will be stuck in a box unless you live in a place that is unaffected, like the graveyard. Ouch.  That box is expanding and maybe just maybe you can find yourself looking at things in a new way and actually living in the real world. Many have created these boxes for protection from knowing what is real. Life is scary to many of you because you listen to the junk that is broadcast daily conditioning you to fear and doomsday attitudes. Get real already. You are so fearful from the brainwashing of media babble that you believe your life is so on track. If it is, why are you so unhappy? It is time to walk your talk and stop pandering to others who have no interest in you or what you do.

It is time to take that Taurus South node and raise it up to the Scorpio North node. Use the Taurus practicality, the strong self-worth, grounding and money sense and channel to the North node path of Scorpio in order to reexamine what needs to be broken up and transformed in your life in order to release any rigidity surrounding your beliefs and old thought patterns which can bring you stress in an emotional or psychological way. Your fear of change which is that Taurus south node is going to become overwhelming if you continue on that track. You have to examine what the power is about so you do not get pulled into any of the power games. As the North Node entered Scorpio it was 29 degrees and on the 12th and 13th of September 2012 asteroids Eros and Juno are conjunct the North node. This is all related to love, eroticism, connecting on the soul level, committed relationships, sexuality, repulsion and attraction. There are energy exchanges which will take place over the next 30 months with some being successful, some not. And please watch who you have any money dealings with because if it is off track you can be hit very hard. Pay attention. Wherever the Taurus South node falls in your chart in the next 18 months will be the area that needs BIG CHANGE. And believe me it will change. Woo hoo!!! I cannot wait.

Everyone has nodes of the moon in their charts. There are always 2 opposite each other, 12 total pairs in all. They are Aries-Libra, Taurus-Scorpio, Gemini-Sagittarius, Cancer-Capricorn, Leo-Aquarius, and Virgo-Pisces. And then the reverse is – Libra-Aries etc. I have Gemini north node and Sagittarius south node which tells me to use the positive aspects of the truth base and sensitivity of Sagittarius south node to help me get to the broader perspectives of the Gemini north node. Bottomline is I had to learn how to listen to others and boy has that been the story of my life. Obviously, my rants got me nowhere and now I feel that my heart is always open to those who need to talk. Whew. New ideas come to me through conversations with others, many foreigners (Sagittarius ruled) and I don’t have to force any hollow beliefs down anyone’s throat. My true purpose is about communicating and boy it ruffles my feathers when there is none.

It is going to be a wild ride filled with all sorts of openings and closings. Be ready for breakthroughs and also for hard whacks if necessary. Oh, go ahead laugh a little already. Be well and stay in the moment. Thank you for reading. Look for the NEW MOON post by 9/15. Many blessings, dear ones, Until again. Love, Jan


Where do I begin? Isn’t that part of a song? Before I take you to the FULL MOON on Sunday, September 12, 2011 at 5:27am EDT (2:27am PDT 9/12/11), 19 degrees Pisces, I want to say the following. Wow, this has been one heck of a year. I have noticed more things this year then I have in the last 20 years. Why? The answer is I spent most of the year releasing and healing from the past and find myself even moreso (for those who know Japanese, this is not the meaning that I refer to–) concentrating on finding out the truth in everything I do. Before I go on I wish to send blessings to all the flood victims and those who have been evacuated and affected in all parts of the Northeast and South, also those in Texas who have encountered the fires for such a long time. Don’t forget the Japanese who are still feeling the effects of Fukushima.

Just read a favorite site of mine where the individual let it all hang out the other day. And you know what I decided to do that too. Why? Well, first of all, I know that 9/11 is coming up and everyone is feeling down about the losses that were incurred and the ‘attack on American soil’. Ok, trying to be sensitive I am. And now there is a credible threat for this weekend. Is it bringing up fear? Gee whiz, you need to stay grounded in a healthy mindset. It is what it is. Can you fix it, can you do something about it. Unless you all stand up and say enough is enough, then what is it that you need to do? We can remember with peace and solemnity in our hearts for those who were sacrificed. The pounding of this scenario constantly every year for 10 years is overkill.  This was a horrible thing to happen on our American soil. Do any of you really know who did it? I do not and neither do you.  Now we need closure not constant mind-bending rhetoric which says nothing. Didn’t you ever wonder? What is the truth so that those who lost the loved ones can sleep at night?  Did the entire scenario that occurred bring up fear? BIG FEAR? I hope you woke up already to realize that there may be many untruths among the news media reports. If I made you upset, then maybe you need to think about it   Let us all take a leap for once and release the trauma of this situation. What does this have to do with the Full Moon? Maybe the Moon is actually bringing some kind of truth even further out into the public eye. I am really tired of the lies and those who look no further. So be it, dear ones.

The past New Moon was a harbinger of good things leading into this Full Moon. The good vibes have been affecting those born plus or minus 4 days around the following dates…July 10, May 8, March 12, November 9, and January 8. They are just some who are being affected positively. Give love in quiet ways with oodles of sincere affection and no outrageous displays. Not the time or place. Loving kindness and gentleness are the keywords this time around. The patience you have will be greatly rewarded. With Venus and Mars in good aspect you will find the weekend of the Full Moon for some of you filled with sparkling romance and you knowing exactly the right words to say.

The Full Moon on early Monday morning is square the North and South Nodes. The Sun in Virgo is about healthy living and Moon in Pisces is among other things about spiritual healing. Also it can mean you may find yourself in an instant karma type situation if you do anything inconsiderate or rude. Among the out of sorts aspects you may find yourself confronted with are unruly behavior patterns and plain rudeness from others. Manners have gone out the window but not if you treat everyone you meet with kindness. No harsh words please. Oh boy, I am going to hide if I start to get impatient since it is squaring my Uranus (which is right on my ascendant). Patience is my keyword and for many of you out there. Should I run for the hills and hide. Not happening. I will face it head on. Anyway, the Full Moon is about letting go of total emphasis on the mind. You do have other parts of you that are just as interesting to use, like your dreams and intuition and spirituality. Is your bottom line about technology or do you actually see that you are walking your path in truth? The real you, that’s who I am talking about. If you are blinded by the bombardment of external toys and not paying enough attention to you as you, what does that get you? Sounds like you are out of balance. And now with the Sun in Virgo and Moon in Pisces, both mutable signs (changeable), changes can occur. Maybe it will happen a bit down the road; the changes are coming, if you allow them to occur. Take some of that healing energy and begin to share it with the world and bring service to others. This is another aspect of this Full Moon.

Along the way lately you may have felt lethargic (isn’t that the truth) or filled with anxiety due to the energy rapidly changing within us and around us. Uranus and Pluto have been squaring off and this is a brief time to take a deep breath from that aspect. Speaking of  Pluto – since April when Pluto went retrograde has been a time of transforming your rigidity, your ambition, your controlling nature, your financial situation, your authority /father issues and anything else that may have been suppressed that are similar to these. It was about deeply looking at your inner demons and finally finding a release for them so when the time to leap comes, you are in balance and ready. Who of you are ready? Stop denying your truth and walk into it now. Pluto goes direct on September 16 just a few days after the Full Moon. Pluto brought your teacher to you and now you can begin to externalize all those feelings that have been transformed from your inner being. Hurrah! Bless those individuals who have taught you much in the last 6 months. And send out healing to those who have suffered and now are ready to be healed. Mercury is trine Pluto at the time of the Full Moon and that means there could be a really big breakthrough in finding out why things are the way they are in your life. Something that may have been just out of reach in the deepest part of your mind may turn that light on and bingo, a truth shows up that has evaded you for a long time.

Dear ones, do stay in the present and take a couple of deep breaths to center yourself so you keep in a peaceful place this weekend and through the next week. Remember this is the time for you to be the REAL YOU not who someone else wants you to be.  September is going to be a roller coaster ride. May all of you be blessed and find your truth ready to take that cosmic leap. Until again. Love, Jan

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