Oh ho, here we go, traveling along to and fro and whoa, here comes a new adventure to stir up your deeply intense emotions and just maybe put you back on track again. Where have you found yourself lately? Hopefully you have been recreating your most precious relationships while Saturn is still in the diplomatic and peaceful sign of Libra. My dear ones, come October 5, 2012 Saturn is going to go into Scorpio (will it sting or will you fly?) and that is deeper than you can imagine. Think back to 1983-1985 when Saturn was in Scorpio also. What was going on in your life? How did you feel? Pretty intense feelings were up for grabs and you may have been on a sexual high.
Saturn going into Scorpio makes us look at things that need to be addressed. Some may think Saturn as a taskmaster which I think is an accurate description. This timeframe until late 2014 will activate some of your old beliefs so that you can release the parts that no longer fit. Scorpio is about passion, intense transformation and power among other things. With Saturn involved opens it up to more structure, How about asking what are your belief systems doing for you? Do they undermine your life when you could be thriving? Do they give you faith so that you can move forward on your path? Sometimes you use the beliefs systems as a crutch and an excuse to avoid certain new ideas, new thoughts and new paths which will create Oneness. And some will say how can you say that when you are saying “I go to church and I have faith” and yes, that’s true. How do you act when you are not in your church or are stuck in your old belief patterns? Are you as holy as you seem to the masses or is it a pretense and sleight of hand? Take a good look, because Saturn is going to force you to ponder these things. Saturn loves the rules and the standards set. Can you face this within?
This is a time of passionate intensity in expression whether it be sexual or otherwise, it will flow. And for some it may be a bit too much and it then becomes possessive and obsessive. Let’s hope not. Managing your power is one way to express Saturn in Scorpio. How many like to delve into the depths of your psyche? Who of you have the courage to face those old beliefs and throw them out and find your own true beliefs? Now is the time to master that fear or just let it go. Well, do it.
Neptune in Pisces fine tunes everything with its creativity aspecting the Saturn in Scorpio. It goes directly to your creative core and now you can find structure for that creative urge and depth of emotion.
Mars entered Scorpio August 23, 2012. This is another sensual aspect. Wow, things are certainly getting hotter by the moment. Some of you will feel like it is confronting you. And Mars may bring upheaval in the next 6 weeks. It leaves Scorpio the day after Saturn enters. Whew. This is going to get interesting. The darkest part of your psyche emerges and now what do you do? Will you run for the hills or hide in the basement? Watch out for that rage that is boiling way down deep within. It has got to come out. You want to stay in a healthy state and suppressed rage makes for trouble. When was the last time you expressed anger? And I don’t mean some sarcastic comments or snide remarks. (That is your anger talking). So when was it? Was it at your partner, your parents, your boss, the world in general? Maybe you are one for road rage. Tell me. In my thinking, better out with the anger than suppressing it until it takes you down. Saturn in Scorpio will make it into a more constructive anger. Find the root of the anger and you can then have it be released instead of stuffing it. You know that suppressing it will just pump up your blood vessels and lead to too much chaos within. Dump the fear and resolve it. Take the anger and let it out. Too much fear keeps you from looking at the real reason you get angry. Do you find yourself having no sexual interaction which helps release some of the angry energy in a positive way. Lots of sexual energy is going to pop up in the next couple of years.
Relationships deepen with Saturn starting in October. If you hold back from doing so, they die. Poof. Gone they are. This is a time of true love, real love or you can just forget about it because it won’t be there. Scorpio is interested in the best in their partner and that is their intention. Looking for second best…it must be another time. This is the time when you can make your decisions and walk your talk. Or there is no more. Will you allow the loss to take place? Do it right or you lose! Sorry, if that is harsh…that is a Saturn in Scorpio bottomline. You can reach out and be there for many who need you. Just remember that true love comes along very infrequently and this is a time when you take a leap or be left in the dust.
Looks like it is going to get pretty intense and Mars started the parade yesterday. There is much more going on in the news and within your hearts. Look for the Full Moon post coming up for the 31st. It is a dandy. Be well and stay in the moment. Love and blessings. Until again. Jan
Are you feeling things shifting in your life? I know that I am feeling it. Cannot exactly put my finger on it yet there is this knowing that the energy is changing and you and I are going to begin to see things more clearly and truth will win the day. How many of you have been hanging on tightly to old habits, patterns and things? C’mon, you know you have been. A majority of you, including me, have yet to truly release all the junk. Oh, it is happening in bits and pieces and some of you have no interest in doing so due to extreme conditioning and little regard for self- preservation and joyous connecting. No change can take place within our hearts and mind unless you choose it. And so many of you refuse it. So, what is all this gobbledygook that I am trying to put in perspective?
Took a look at this hanging on I have been doing. I figured out the other day that I was still angry about something. Well, who isn’t at times? No, this was a revelation because I knew I was angry at myself for allowing things to happen in my life for which I was unprepared. So, what did I do? Other then screaming a bit about why I have failed to recognize this truth, I decided to pray and meditate on it to see what the bottomline was. Once I was positive this was the issue, I asked for clearing. I also did a spiritual write and burn for it. You write the thought you wish to release, i.e. I (name) release (my anger at myself) or whatever you wish to release in the name of I AM that I AM to be transmuted in Divine Light now. Let it be released and transmuted now. Thank you in the NAME OF I AM THAT I AM. Got the gist of it, do you? Then burn the paper in a small metal container –safety first please…let it go. See what happens then. Voila. Gone with the wind. It does work. Why did I do a write and burn when I knew it was cleared? It was kind of a mind trick that has worked for me in the past. And what is so interesting I hadn’t done a write and burn in years. Too much stuck brain going on obviously. This is one way to allow release. If you search you can find other ways that do not include on the couch psychiatry sessions for twenty years unless that is what you prefer. Of course, if you do not believe that write and burns are effective, then you are just playing with matches. <grin>
So, who amongst you has anger hidden so deeply that you ignore it and your choice to ignore the feeling because you feel it is politically incorrect to show your anger. It is how you use your anger that may lead you astray. Fear comes at times from buried anger. That anger pulls on you and you just brush it off and the more you do the more that fear starts popping up and the anger is boiling underneath ready to explode. I say, get ticked off and say what you have to say. You can be angry without your words being filled with poison. Of course, everybody seems to be angry, fearful or on the other hand, pretending to be balanced. So much negativity is rearing its ugly head and many of you are letting it pull you into its claws. There is rudeness on the roads, rudeness in restaurants, anger in relationships, fear in the workplace. People judge you because there is insecurity within them. They blame you for doing things that don’t appeal to them or maybe just because they can. Show your anger by pounding a pillow, then come to them and have the discussion and get over it already. If you cannot have the discussion then that is when control is an issue and who of you wants it their way. So, do you really choose to resolve the issue?
Anger oftentimes comes from childhood conditioning when you didn’t get your way. And some of you show it and others bottle it up. I hope the bottle doesn’t explode. OR it comes from a wound of some kind. What was that something that someone said to you or vice versa? It stung, it bit you, It made you hankering for a fight. You took it personal. Oh my. You actually took it personal. Even when you are angry with yourself as I was a short time ago, I took myself personally. Wow. Well, isn’t that a big opening? You recognized that you took it personal. Did they actually mean what they said or did you get hooked into the energy? Were you having a bad day or were they? If you got angry then your reaction spoke loudly. It wasn’t about them, now was it? Nope. You took it personal and so did I. “Personal importance or taking things personally, is the maximum expression of selfishness because we make the assumption that everything is about “me”.” –don Miguel Ruiz
These childhood patterns constantly come up when you are stressed or overtired or just refusing to pay attention to what your Higher Self is trying to tell you. Could it be that your ego is so darn comfortable that the fear arises within when any change is imminent? Changes are coming in a very big way. They can be positive changes or you can fear monger and believe the changes will be negative. Whatever you choose is ok with me. Just remember that to keep the joy flowing, the anger, recognized or hidden has to transmute itself to a more detached place. Anger kills you from the inside no matter how much you deny it. Ask for guidance as to how to release the anger. It works. Anger arises from many around me on the roads and in gatherings whether family, friends or workplace. If enough of you would release your hold on your woundedness and let it go and surround it in peace and joy and love (no this is not about the hippie 60s) then things would shift in a positive direction, maybe not all at once, but in small increments which would make a major difference. Try to let it go. I know it is possible to do so. Remember holding love present is the win/win place to be.
So do you think that the darkening abyss that shrouds the country is what is affecting you? Your homes may be in foreclosure; you see your investments dwindling and your mood is down. The PTB are running scared and it will get dark before the Light shines brightly. Who knows where the Europeans will land if the money goes down in the next 10 days. You wonder if the elite will begin an all out war so they can fulfill their greed. Nothing new here. Just the same old patterns to keep us locked into a system that died years ago. Get angry if you must. Use it wisely. Pull your heads out of the sand and see the truth. Are you ready for that leap? Some of you have done it already…others may leap today. Take down the illusions which have haunted you for years. Do pay attention. May the blessings shine upon you and thank you for you and your support. Until again. Love, Jan