Oh how the web is being woven! The illusions come with the silence and yet the silence is overwhelmed by the false promises and underlying deception. Nothing is what it seems anymore. Gee that was what it was so very long ago yet the rumblings and intensity were absent the last time this occurred in 1993-1994. Where does it take us, this FULL MOON in Sagittarius? What gifts does it bring? What corners does it light up that were so deeply hidden? The FULL MOON in SAGITTARIUS and the Lunar Eclipse takes place on May 25, 2013 at 4 degrees 8 minutes at 12:25 am EDT. “Round Midnight” as Monk used to play. Those in other zones of the USA and farther on west will experience it on May 24. The fog may be thick in our minds. Yet, the Full Moon in Sagittarius brings out optimism. This can be overdone with the Neptune aspect. This is not a silent Full Moon since the Sun is in Gemini with Mercury, Venus and Jupiter. There is smooth talk and lots of thinking. Watch those promises. If you cannot keep them, stop talking about them.
Much has been taking place since the first eclipse in this cycle occurred in April. What have you encountered since then? Has anything happened to bring on a new perspective or do you continue to whine and whimper about how your life isn’t the way you would like it or how those around you are stuck in the muck of another time. It gets worse, dear ones because you may be the only one who is awake in your circle. The awakening is coming and it will take many by surprise. There still may be some shaky times for those of you paying attention and flowing. Neptune squares this Full Moon in Sagittarius and boy it sure does like to keep those hidden things buried or it will come blasting out at you and throw you off. I think it will be the first scenario because the Powers that Be will not want anything hidden in front of you to actually be noticed by you. Did you notice the same person appeared in the TV blurb about Sandy Hook and Boston Marathon? Have you seen the evidence that Fukushima contaminants are on the east side of Hawaii and moving towards the mainland? The new DSM5 is coming out. If you forget something and tell someone you may have some kind of disorder or if a child or adult throws a temper tantrum…watch out- medication is on the way. How desperate the PTB are! Apparently many of you may be having mental health screenings under Obamacare. Wow, it gets weirder by the day. Oh, I forgot about the leaders who are meeting in South America regarding controlling the internet in some way. Gotta love that!!! Not!
This FULL MOON/Eclipse can bring lightness to your world if you have gotten through the fixed feeling of the New Moon/Solar eclipse a couple of weeks ago. Most of the planets in Taurus except for Mars have moved into Gemini so that does make it feel a bit less stuck, maybe. Oh, dear ones, how many of you have taken the leap and truly opened the door to a bigger world out there. Who among you has taken the risk and followed your heart? Old stuff is continuing to fall away and I know many of you have gotten caught in the clearing out and are confused as to what is going on. Right? And how many of you stay tethered to a past life, event, or even a time in this life where the living was easy. You cannot go back. The door is shutting.It only keeps you mired in your own fantasy and that is what this Neptune square will continue to bring to your life if you allow it, more confusion or unfulfilled dreams. BUT, you can change it with a walk in the park or a meditative state to clear your confusion. Neptune is also spiritual and rules Pisces. It can bring out the best creativity you have had in years. Do it. Jump into the creative moment and instead of that fantasy ruling you and keeping you stuck, let it bring out the best in you and it may help you leap.
With the Full Moon/Eclipse in Sagittarius many of you may be travelling in the next few months. That is part of the Sagittarius influence. And then others may be philosophizing. It can be a mystical revelation with the grand magician’s influence or it can bring disillusionment. Have you thought about delving into your soul and allowing the music of that sphere to evolve? I keep repeating that the deception can be grand and you may be swayed very easily into a cloud that is not for your highest good. Keep that in mind when someone is trying to convince you and your heart says I don’t think so. There are endings that may show up, new beginnings which take place, or a major breakthrough may occur. I know it covers all bases yet it really doesn’t. Some of you will experience only the subtlety of the Full Moon/Eclipse while others of you may be blasted right out of your inertia. Continue paying attention or the change may be so drastic like Medusa’s head flying off. She happens to be in the picture also.
Stop chattering and listen. And please no serious talks with your partner until well after the eclipse’s influence has moved on. The intensity continues and how does that affect you? The Full Moon has Cupid asteroid near it which says to me you have to take a look at where you are giving into your Cupid desires over everything else. Also, there may be a need to take out those demons that you keep hiding from others. Depending where the Full Moon falls in your chart will tell you where the disposal has to take place. Those of you who are mutable signs (Gemini, Virgo, Sagittarius, Pisces) will be most affected. Others may be if you have planets near 4 deg 8 minutes of Sagittarius. I have a south node close by. It is time to correct any old habits regarding people in my daily living and workplace. What was lacking in the past still may feel the same right now. It also showed up with the Solar Eclipse and was in my 12th house. Old unconscious thought forms from this and past lifetimes will surface to be cleared. I am jumping for joy!
One more thing-watch what you write and say near an eclipse. If something happens during the eclipse effect it probably will be irreversible and you need to just move on. Any eclipse including this Full Moon in Sagittarius eclipse is about moving forward and taking that leap, whether you like it or not. Celebrate yourself no matter what is going on. Life is what it is and you need to remember that. May you be blessed! Thank you all for reading and any comments. Until again. Love, Jan
“If we don’t change, we don’t grow. If we don’t grow, we aren’t really living.”(Gail Sheehy)
Hello again dear ones. What have you changed this week? Anything? Nothing? Surely the world around you is changing without any input from you. Does that affect your being? Have you relooked, reevaluated, reassessed in the past 6 months since Saturn went retrograde? Yesterday on the 25th of June, Saturn took off again in forward motion. Are you ready to gather what you reviewed in the past months and take a small leap? Have you kept the same old notions and refused to budge? Or have you seriously pored over your heart yearnings and brought the mind in to balance and now you are going to put those goals out there? Have you chosen to stay stuck in the same thoughts, relationships, old beliefs and whatever junk that continues to permeate your life? Many will think of career-related activities and how to stay in or leave the position. Saturn rules Capricorn and generally speaking your career and potential for growth in that area. So, if you really looked at your relationships and career and made decisions in the last 6 months then, you are on your way to progress. If you haven’t then entropy still sits in your significant relationships, in your job and in your outlook on life and as the above quote says, you aren’t really living. Cheers to those of you who made decisions and opened your life to the changes.
For those of you who haven’t had the courage to truly see the truth, then I have a notion that fear is at the root of it. So many of you are still stuck in old beliefs whether they are family-oriented, religious-oriented, greed motivated or you have been resisting your own heartsong. Why would any of you choose to resist your forward progress and recreating your living experience? Are you in denial about your truth? Or do you have little self-acceptance? If you cannot accept who you are then there is no motivation to change what needs changing. There are many of you who rather punish yourself than accept yourself. And that lack of self-acceptance keeps you from allowing the authentic you to be present in all parts of your life. And without self-acceptance can there be any love to share?
Venus goes direct on June 27 and that will help you take a look at the heart of the matter in any relationship which you are involved. Brighter times can be yours in the love arena. Take note dear ones that things can change with your help.
Before I close this post I want to rant about how seriously disturbing life has become. Let’s be real. If better days are ahead then it is up to every one of you (including me) to do something, shift something. If you are waiting for those in power to help you, I suggest that your winning the mega millions lottery is more likely. My interest has always been in the joy of life yet I have to recognize more than ever that evil dominates a growing percentage of the peoples of the world. How many of you can honestly say that everyone you know is truthful, honest, walks with integrity and is filled with joy. When was the last time you felt truly joyous? BE HONEST!!!! Many people are rude and discourteous. And you take it.
I have noticed in the last months that although there is a smattering of those who feel real happiness, I feel it is coming from a sense of being unawake. If you are awakened to some degree you WILL notice that the energy has changed and continues to worsen. Did I say that? Those who claim it is getting better are deluding themselves fully. (It eventually will begin again but only once the darkness is addressed.) Life is truly not what it seems. Maybe that is a good thing since those people who you thought were your support group, have shown their true colors. Many families have pulled apart because of greed and dishonesty on someone’s part. And I do believe that is the bottomline. Those who have hidden in the darkness are feeling they could do whatever they darn well please and actually taunt you with it. Sound about right? This is a time to take back your power, dear ones. It may take some time until the evil ones are pushed out. That time will come. This is not the end of days…this is the abolishing of the evil error. Those who hang in there (I know it is difficult) will find a new way to help the cause of ridding the world of the vermin that control us. Begin to acknowledge that your power is real. Pay attention to the truth because without it there is nothing. And anyone who believes what is said in newspapers, on the boob tube or in any other form of the MSM is a fool in my book. The cover is coming off those who have kept us trapped in this reality. The more you awaken the better it will be because you will allow yourself to acknowledge the truth. And the truth will be far from what you were originally taught. Believe it or not, as Mr. Ripley said.
Owl card picked for meditation. “Owl spirit, please come to me. Your eyes see the truth in the darkness. You are old and wise and can teach me, to discover hidden signs and omens. Messages all around me, near and far. You are powerful in your silence. Show me how to see beyond my beliefs.” (From Animal Powers)
I send many blessings to those who read this. If you are still in the fear mode, go within and find the LOVE that will radiate if you acknowledge it. Remember the Full Moon is coming up on July 3, 2012. Thank you for your support. Until again. Love, Jan
Are you feeling things shifting in your life? I know that I am feeling it. Cannot exactly put my finger on it yet there is this knowing that the energy is changing and you and I are going to begin to see things more clearly and truth will win the day. How many of you have been hanging on tightly to old habits, patterns and things? C’mon, you know you have been. A majority of you, including me, have yet to truly release all the junk. Oh, it is happening in bits and pieces and some of you have no interest in doing so due to extreme conditioning and little regard for self- preservation and joyous connecting. No change can take place within our hearts and mind unless you choose it. And so many of you refuse it. So, what is all this gobbledygook that I am trying to put in perspective?
Took a look at this hanging on I have been doing. I figured out the other day that I was still angry about something. Well, who isn’t at times? No, this was a revelation because I knew I was angry at myself for allowing things to happen in my life for which I was unprepared. So, what did I do? Other then screaming a bit about why I have failed to recognize this truth, I decided to pray and meditate on it to see what the bottomline was. Once I was positive this was the issue, I asked for clearing. I also did a spiritual write and burn for it. You write the thought you wish to release, i.e. I (name) release (my anger at myself) or whatever you wish to release in the name of I AM that I AM to be transmuted in Divine Light now. Let it be released and transmuted now. Thank you in the NAME OF I AM THAT I AM. Got the gist of it, do you? Then burn the paper in a small metal container –safety first please…let it go. See what happens then. Voila. Gone with the wind. It does work. Why did I do a write and burn when I knew it was cleared? It was kind of a mind trick that has worked for me in the past. And what is so interesting I hadn’t done a write and burn in years. Too much stuck brain going on obviously. This is one way to allow release. If you search you can find other ways that do not include on the couch psychiatry sessions for twenty years unless that is what you prefer. Of course, if you do not believe that write and burns are effective, then you are just playing with matches. <grin>
So, who amongst you has anger hidden so deeply that you ignore it and your choice to ignore the feeling because you feel it is politically incorrect to show your anger. It is how you use your anger that may lead you astray. Fear comes at times from buried anger. That anger pulls on you and you just brush it off and the more you do the more that fear starts popping up and the anger is boiling underneath ready to explode. I say, get ticked off and say what you have to say. You can be angry without your words being filled with poison. Of course, everybody seems to be angry, fearful or on the other hand, pretending to be balanced. So much negativity is rearing its ugly head and many of you are letting it pull you into its claws. There is rudeness on the roads, rudeness in restaurants, anger in relationships, fear in the workplace. People judge you because there is insecurity within them. They blame you for doing things that don’t appeal to them or maybe just because they can. Show your anger by pounding a pillow, then come to them and have the discussion and get over it already. If you cannot have the discussion then that is when control is an issue and who of you wants it their way. So, do you really choose to resolve the issue?
Anger oftentimes comes from childhood conditioning when you didn’t get your way. And some of you show it and others bottle it up. I hope the bottle doesn’t explode. OR it comes from a wound of some kind. What was that something that someone said to you or vice versa? It stung, it bit you, It made you hankering for a fight. You took it personal. Oh my. You actually took it personal. Even when you are angry with yourself as I was a short time ago, I took myself personally. Wow. Well, isn’t that a big opening? You recognized that you took it personal. Did they actually mean what they said or did you get hooked into the energy? Were you having a bad day or were they? If you got angry then your reaction spoke loudly. It wasn’t about them, now was it? Nope. You took it personal and so did I. “Personal importance or taking things personally, is the maximum expression of selfishness because we make the assumption that everything is about “me”.” –don Miguel Ruiz
These childhood patterns constantly come up when you are stressed or overtired or just refusing to pay attention to what your Higher Self is trying to tell you. Could it be that your ego is so darn comfortable that the fear arises within when any change is imminent? Changes are coming in a very big way. They can be positive changes or you can fear monger and believe the changes will be negative. Whatever you choose is ok with me. Just remember that to keep the joy flowing, the anger, recognized or hidden has to transmute itself to a more detached place. Anger kills you from the inside no matter how much you deny it. Ask for guidance as to how to release the anger. It works. Anger arises from many around me on the roads and in gatherings whether family, friends or workplace. If enough of you would release your hold on your woundedness and let it go and surround it in peace and joy and love (no this is not about the hippie 60s) then things would shift in a positive direction, maybe not all at once, but in small increments which would make a major difference. Try to let it go. I know it is possible to do so. Remember holding love present is the win/win place to be.
So do you think that the darkening abyss that shrouds the country is what is affecting you? Your homes may be in foreclosure; you see your investments dwindling and your mood is down. The PTB are running scared and it will get dark before the Light shines brightly. Who knows where the Europeans will land if the money goes down in the next 10 days. You wonder if the elite will begin an all out war so they can fulfill their greed. Nothing new here. Just the same old patterns to keep us locked into a system that died years ago. Get angry if you must. Use it wisely. Pull your heads out of the sand and see the truth. Are you ready for that leap? Some of you have done it already…others may leap today. Take down the illusions which have haunted you for years. Do pay attention. May the blessings shine upon you and thank you for you and your support. Until again. Love, Jan