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“If we don’t change, we don’t grow. If we don’t grow, we aren’t really living.”(Gail Sheehy)

Hello again dear ones. What have you changed this week? Anything? Nothing? Surely the world around you is changing without any input from you. Does that affect your being?  Have you relooked, reevaluated, reassessed in the past 6 months since Saturn went retrograde? Yesterday on the 25th of June, Saturn took off again in forward motion.  Are you ready to gather what you reviewed in the past months and take a small leap? Have you kept the same old notions and refused to budge? Or have you seriously pored over your heart yearnings and brought the mind in to balance and now you are going to put those goals out there? Have you chosen to stay stuck in the same thoughts, relationships, old beliefs and whatever junk that continues to permeate your life? Many will think of career-related activities and how to stay in or leave the position. Saturn rules Capricorn and generally speaking your career and potential for growth in that area. So, if you really looked at your relationships and career and made decisions in the last 6 months then, you are on your way to progress. If you haven’t then entropy still sits in your significant relationships, in your job and in your outlook on life and as the above quote says, you aren’t really living. Cheers to those of you who made decisions and opened your life to the changes.

For those of you who haven’t had the courage to truly see the truth, then I have a notion that fear is at the root of it. So many of you are still stuck in old beliefs whether they are family-oriented, religious-oriented, greed motivated or you have been resisting your own heartsong. Why would any of you choose to resist your forward progress and recreating your living experience? Are you in denial about your truth? Or do you have little self-acceptance? If you cannot accept who you are then there is no motivation to change what needs changing. There are many of you who rather punish yourself than accept yourself. And that lack of self-acceptance keeps you from allowing the authentic you to be present in all parts of your life. And without self-acceptance can there be any love to share?

Venus goes direct on June 27 and that will help you take a look at the heart of the matter in any relationship which you are involved. Brighter times can be yours in the love arena. Take note dear ones that things can change with your help.

Before I close this post I want to rant about how seriously disturbing life has become. Let’s be real. If better days are ahead then it is up to every one of you (including me) to do something, shift something. If you are waiting for those in power to help you, I suggest that your winning the mega millions lottery is more likely. My interest has always been in the joy of life yet I have to recognize more than ever that evil dominates a growing percentage of the peoples of the world.  How many of you can honestly say that everyone you know is truthful, honest, walks with integrity and is filled with joy. When was the last time you felt truly joyous? BE HONEST!!!! Many people are rude and discourteous. And you take it.

I have noticed in the last months that although there is a smattering of those who feel real happiness, I feel it is coming from a sense of being unawake. If you are awakened to some degree you WILL notice that the energy has changed and continues to worsen. Did I say that? Those who claim it is getting better are deluding themselves fully. (It eventually will begin again but only once the darkness is addressed.)  Life is truly not what it seems. Maybe that is a good thing since those people who you thought were your support group, have shown their true colors. Many families have pulled apart because of greed and dishonesty on someone’s part. And I do believe that is the bottomline. Those who have hidden in the darkness are feeling they could do whatever they darn well please and actually taunt you with it. Sound about right? This is a time to take back your power, dear ones. It may take some time until the evil ones are pushed out. That time will come. This is not the end of days…this is the abolishing of the evil error. Those who hang in there (I know it is difficult) will find a new way to help the cause of ridding the world of the vermin that control us. Begin to acknowledge that your power is real. Pay attention to the truth because without it there is nothing. And anyone who believes what is said in newspapers, on the boob tube or in any other form of the MSM is a fool in my book. The cover is coming off those who have kept us trapped in this reality. The more you awaken the better it will be because you will allow yourself to acknowledge the truth. And the truth will be far from what you were originally taught. Believe it or not, as Mr. Ripley said.

Owl card picked for meditation. “Owl spirit, please come to me. Your eyes see the truth in the darkness. You are old and wise and can teach me, to discover hidden signs and omens. Messages all around me, near and far. You are powerful in your silence. Show me how to see beyond my beliefs.” (From Animal Powers)

I send many blessings to those who read this. If you are still in the fear mode, go within and find the LOVE that will radiate if you acknowledge it. Remember the Full Moon is coming up on July 3, 2012. Thank you for your support. Until again. Love, Jan

NEW MOON SOLAR ECLIPSE in Gemini – MAY 20, 2012- The Ducks Come Off the Pond

Hey, dear ones. I know many of you haven’t been smiling lately. Well, maybe it is time to do so. The NEW MOON in GEMINI at 0 degrees (which is also the Annular Solar Eclipse) and takes place on Sunday, May 20, 2012 at 7:47pm EDT. Looks like the 747 is going to take off for new beginnings. It is time to put those intentions out there. Think of your intention, create the plan and get moving on it. This Solar Eclipse lasts between 2-3 hours which means its effects will be around for a few years and fading out in 2015. Life is shifting dramatically. The ducks are coming off the pond, as my dad used to say. I know I have been saying that for awhile now. Have you awakened or are you still stuck in those old habits, patterns and hanging on for dear life to that which is past? Many of you have no interest in moving forward and I see this daily in my interactions. Some of you are amused by the things I say and others just have no interest because burying your head in the sand is easier to do. Are you ready to leap yet? Looking forward to seeing you take the risk and knowing that it was worth it.  

This is a mental New Moon since Gemini is the communicator and messenger. This could very well be about how and what you think and also what comes from this thinking.  The 0 degree is definitely a new start. Basic stuff! Or you can go all the way back to the beginning and start again. This depends on your life and what is going on. Of course, there is another side to this New Moon Solar Eclipse that is a reminder. Your integrity is in question. Walking the path of truth is a theme song here. If you are off-track, I say to you. Find your way back to your truth now or the spiritual 2×4 is going to strike. No fear intended. Some of you are avoiding this truth and do you know what…it comes out. If there is fabrication or deception, I suggest you hide out in the mountains of the Himalayas. Well, not really, it will find you. This is a biggie. If you missed your turn in the road, then I suggest you get back on the road and find it now.

This eclipse takes no prisoners. It is potent and it is truly going to break down the walls you have built around you with old thinking patterns and beliefs. This is a time to STOP and think as to how many of you may be pretending and realize it no longer works. Who of you are just lollygagging through your life right now? That is going to stop too. Now, understand that you may choose to lay back and ponder your life and what the new beginning is. That works. I am speaking about just hanging out and pretending to walk your talk. Again remember it is about integrity. Is your thinking your own or are you just appeasing those around you so you don’t take the leap that is being presented to you? What do you really choose to do? Any hints coming to you? Are you actually paying attention?  Blah, Blah, Blah. I know some of you may think right now that this is a bunch of hogwash. Well, it may be. Some of you know exactly what is coming down. Others are oblivious. You choose your own way to go not someone else’s. Their opinions are a control, right? Do any of you want to leap?  Your Light within is yearning to come out and move through this dark world that you live in. Let it out. Be your truth and stop the pretense.

I bet many of you have found the last few weeks to be a bit shaky. Fuzzy thinking prevailed and so did some intense feelings. Of course, much of what has been going on is dependent on where this eclipse new moon falls in your chart.. Many lies are coming to light. Hidden motivations and distortions are being brought out. Watch how many news items can no longer be covered up anymore. And for goodness sakes stop feeling like a victim. Do something about it already if you feel that way. This is a time to let your ego rest so the truth can be revealed to you. And if you find yourself thinking negative, tell your ego to go to its room for now, and bring yourself back into balance. This is a right thinking time. Ponder. Meditate. Be impeccable with your word.

Venus went retrograde on May 15th. What does that mean for you? It stays in that motion until June 27th. Right now it is at 23 degrees in Gemini. It began in the shadow of the retrograde at 7 degrees Gemini and moves direct at 7 degrees Gemini. I keep mentioning integrity. Well, Venus started with Aldebaron (a fixed star—represents integrity) goes direct near Aldebaron.  So, walk your talk and be in truth now. It is very important to do so. Venus retrograde brings to the table some reevaluation of relationships and how they affect your life. You need to communicate from your heart or it will be a tough ride for awhile. So, dear ones, open your hearts and get out of the dream. The dream is ok if you create a new beginning from it. Mars square the New Moon Eclipse makes for some stress times. That’s why integrity is important. Ok, I sound like a broken record.  Hear what I am saying regarding your need for integrity. Things are shifting and in order to leap, you need to clear out the residue of old hurts and emotional wounds. Relate in a new way to those around you – family, friends, lovers, and in the workplace.

Who is most affected? Those of you who have birthdates or any planets in your chart from 25 degrees Taurus to 5 degrees Gemini will feel it more intensely. All of you need to keep yourself focused and pay attention so you aren’t blindsided by anyone’s action. One more thing-the New Moon Solar Eclipse is seen in places like Japan and Hong Kong, northern California, New Mexico, Colorado and ends in Texas. Will any of these places have big news stories And remember the NATO Summit is in Chicago over the eclipse!

Get ready for a big leap and know that some of you will be quite ready in the next months to begin anew. I send my blessings of joy to you so that wherever this time takes you that it brings you a new perspective. May all of you have an aha moment. Stay safe and until again. Love, Jan

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