Monthly Archives: October 2011


Oh my, last week has passed by and here I am ready to fly off the handle. Well, I could. But I won’t. What am I saying? Before I get to the main event, NEW MOON in SCORPIO, I need to go stick my head in cold water and wonder what is going on. First thing I heard the other day, was that a University is doing a pilot study regarding how texting can help with weight loss. The inmates are running the asylum. What a perfect mode for behavioral medication in the negative way. Oh, I am sure there may be proof of something that is good about it, but you have got to be kidding me? Heard something this morning which made me wonder what actually is going on in schools these days. Companies are looking for skilled workers and there are none. One company needs machinists said since applicants cannot do basic things like read or write (??????) they may hire them and then train them onsite. My mind is blown. And now onto more pleasant things.

 It is time for the NEW MOON in SCORPIO at 3deg 39 minutes on October 26, 2011 at 3:56pm EDT. SCORPIO is my opposite sign. This sign sings of obsession, possession, and brooding. Intensity and passion reigns supreme. And they just love being secretive. Some flocked to my life through the years and among those that did, a few of them showed me my other side. I learned much from the Scorpions and Eagles who appeared. Scorpios see things much clearer than most of us and much of that depends on whether they are coming from a Scorpion (lower) or Eagle (higher) perspective. Anyone who is a Scorpio will walk through just about anything and they can regenerate themselves fully. In fact the Sun just entered Scorpio on Sunday, October 23.  This NEW MOON speaks intensely yet there is a still a relatively smooth flow about it. Remember that this a time when the element of truth may become very clear. If you aren’t ready for it, run for the hills. It will still find you. Those who are in committed relationships and whether you are choosing the true love or the lie. If the relationship is unconditional then it will begin to gel even after years of dancing. The distractions no longer disturb it. Any one-sided relationships are now going to come to the table and you can forget about it. Too cold for you? Sorry, that’s the way it reads. This is what the truth of this Scorpio NEW MOON will bring out and clarify. If it is not in your best interest, the Universe will step in and guide you to that which is real. No solutions, then no evolving takes place!

The Scorpio NEW MOON will have things coming up from their hiding places. Is there something you are choosing to keep below the surface of prying eyes? You are? It will show up. Since every New Moon is a time of new cycle beginnings, please remember to set your intentions regarding anything that may be important in your life…career, health, relationships and or financial stuff among many things. That intention may just pop into your life if you are clear in setting it. Of course, there are relationships that may bring some drama to your life. Pay attention to your energy and what you are putting out there. Since this is a regenerative New Moon, what will you intend to regenerate? Are you looking to heal yourself, your life, or your connections? Watch you don’t step on toes this time around since the energy brings people and their opinions to the forefront. This comes from the Mars in Leo square to Mercury/Venus Scorpio on the Full Moon day. Their minds are already made up and there is no changing anything. If you are trying to influence them, convince them or otherwise, you will be wasting your energy now.

It is a New Moon of patience, manners and following the rules. Do you have something you disowned about yourself? Are you feeling unworthy, unloving, self-critical? Now is the time to discover it and let it go. This Scorpio NEW MOON is about a big release of negativity. Are you ready to release all the gunk that blocks your way, all the hidden stuff that bogs you down? It’s too close to 11/11/11 to continue the same patterns, same habits that no longer serve you. There is a conflict resolution thread through this New Moon and fairness and equality have a place. No jealousy allowed, no matter what goes on. Watch the cruelty from others or even yourself. Pay attention to your heart instead of flying off the handle. Deep breathing works.

 Just a brief personal example of the affect of Scorpio NEW MOON conjunct my Chiron. It is within 1 degree and it may finalize the healing that I have been working on for months. Let’s intend it and it can also mean my dear old master on the path may appear for one more time to help find the wound and finally heal it. I think it has already taken place. This is just the last act of it which is ok. There has been much separation through the years, much poking at the wound and now regeneration can take place. Hurrah! Others whom I know in my life also are having this take place whether they are aware of it or not. Much love to them.

One more thing- October 28, 2011 is the end of the Mayan calendar according to Carl Calleman. It is in the ninth wave. Jupiter is trine Pluto on this day he says can bring a shift in global consciousness.

 Rabbit appeared as the card for this New Moon. Rabbit is about opportunity. Do the following meditation (from “Animal Powers Meditation Guidebook”) for a few days if you would like to attract both seen and unseen opportunities. These opportunities may be fleeting so you need to wake up to see them. 

 “Rabbit spirit, please come to me. You help me discover opportunity. You are sensitive to your  surroundings. Teach me to be more intuitive and awake, To  think   quickly, in the blink of an eye, To survive  because I am observant. I will know what is real and what is false.”

Thank you all for your support. I am most grateful. Share this blog with your friends if you feel it will offer them something that they need. Happy Scorpio NEW MOON. Have a blessed week. Until again. Love, Jan


Hello again. Well, it certainly has gotten very interesting out in the mainstream these days. The new movement, OWS, has amped up not just in New York but around the world. Some people are saying it is being created by those who intend to divide and conquer. Others say it is a good thing because finally people are getting up and speaking out about the wretched conditions that are facing us. All I want to say, it is not what it seems. And what about the fact that the radiation from Fukushima has reached certain sections of Tokyo? Not a good thing. It is not what it seems. How about the Iran issues heating up? Ho hum. It is not what it seems. And why would I bring this up as a preface to my thoughts on 11:11. The past is done. DONE!!!!! The new paradigm is trying its darndest to break on through.  Let’s all keep an eye open to see what kind of distraction there is to take us away from our truth. And you know that will most likely happen because the next few months can be a bit tough for those unwilling to let go and continue resisting the new turn in the road. It’s not going to happen overnight as you well know, yet there is something occurring that has been absent from our lives for a very long time -PEACE within. Compassion, Love and Balance are very important in the upcoming months also.  If you feel that peace within yourself, nothing can rattle you, nothing can distract you. The higher energies are trying to wake you up. Are you letting the flow take place? If you are feeling no peace within, then you are resisting the energy. Of course, the energies may be nudging you to clear out and you may have not recognized that you are more peaceful than you have ever been even if there are things pulling at you. I have been frustrated with those who refuse to see what is going on and how easily we can all be pulled off track by the mainstream distractions and distortions.  On the other hand, the only thing I can do is be present to me and my staying in the present moment may have an effect on others who choose to be distracted to avoid moving forward. Our consciousness is rising and as long as you are willing to ride the wave, things will be smoother for all of us contrary to what the mainstream is putting out to you. This is a pivotal time in our lives.

 Dear ones, fear is still evident amongst many people in my life. Many have broken through the fear of losing homes, jobs, spouses, children, credit, or health. You name it. Once you begin to see that there is no place for fear, each day gets better and less stressful. The anxiety disappears. How? Get rid of those old patterns, beliefs and fears that are someone else’s conditioning that affected you. They mesmerized you when you were a child and you brought it forth with you to your current age. Is that what you really want in life? I bet you have no idea how they even entered your life! Any belief that is not yours will keep you from having love enter your life. This is a serious statement.  You need to release all beliefs/traumas that no longer serve you whether they are collective or personal. In a recent webinar Paul Bauer suggested you release and create a whole new set of beliefs that are truly yours and do you know what? They EMPOWER you. You need to make peace with that belief and let it go once and for all. You know what they are and if you don’t, then sit quietly and start writing what you think they are. He suggested the following and I do agree that some of them are: not enough love, not good enough, not deserving of anything, not free from an ancestral belief. If you fail to release those beliefs that no longer serve you- Dis Ease happens. And that means if it is stressing you out, it no longer serves you. Maybe add to that – everyone is more important than me, I am all alone and no one is here to help me. What you need to do is intend the answer to come to you and it will show up. Ask for guidance from God Light and Spirit guides. Remember you are already the energy so do you need to really attract anything or just be open to it. Once you ask the right questions, you will always find the right answers for which you are looking. What is your greatest pain? You need to trace it back to where it began…that fear, that belief that holds you back. Yes, back to the beginning because part of you is protecting you and not wanting to release it. Changing is a threat to you. Once you locate where it began. Please make peace with it and let it go.

And very important also is this- acts of judgement close the door to the heart because the heart never judges. If you find yourself in judgement of another or something, know it is not from your heart, your essence. This is blocking the way to your freedom.  So, let go of the need to judge because in reality you are judging yourself. Living in the past or living in the future equals judgement.  By judging others you are judging yourself. One more thing…let go of the need to control by reaching into that heart of yours so you can feel the energies that are touching you with love. Transformation will occur if you let it. That is what 11:11 is all about. It is about transforming the energies of the negative, the old paradigm and leading you out of the survival mode, the logical (mind-based thinking) mode and fully into the heart consciousness which awakens and connects you to a deeper rhythm. The heart is 5000 times more electromagnetically charged than the mind. Your heart is what holds the sacred essence which is your connection to your Divinity. Paul Bauer of Dreams Alive says that the 11:11 date may be the key to the turning point of your DNA. Where will you allow it to take you? Will you still be resisting and failing to let go next month or 6 months from now? Are you going to continue to be so focused on materialism or will you open your heart fully and feel the bliss? If you still have anger, guilt, fear and any other negative hanging around when 11:11 comes around, your wake-up call may be a bit rough. Who needs that, I know I am allowing the flow, that wonderful energy to give me an opportunity to take that leap into the new paradigm. Remember not everything is as it seems. Happy letting go and leaping. Until again. Thank you for reading. I am grateful.  Click the follow button to get automatic updates. I look for your comments. Be blessed with joy and love from your hearts, Love, Jan


Well, here we are again at another full moon. The FULL MOON in ARIES at 18 degrees 11 minutes takes place Tuesday, October 11, 2011 at 10:06 pm EDT. Aren’t you excited? This full moon is a fiery one and it brings to culmination anything you may have begun at the last new moon in September. So where are you now? It is a month until 11 11 11. Look for a brief blurb next week on this turning point that is coming to everyone. Well, that is those who truly choose to take a leap.

The FULL MOON in ARIES may create some anger surfacing if you choose to stuff any emotions at this time. If you find that anger or frustration rising up, I suggest you let it go. Oh, go ahead get ticked off if you choose to, just keep the vent to a vent and pass over the digs or finger pointing and all that negativity. Anger is ok…because if you let it build and build and have no release for it, then, guess what, blood pressure goes out of control, accidents happen and anyone in your company will reflect it right back at you when you do not express it. And your balance and peace is out the window.  This FULL MOON in ARIES can really throw you off if you let it or it can bring some terrific experiences. Your choice. And do watch your words at this time since it can really stoke the fire and here come the destructive tendencies. Patience is needed. How many of you are at your wit’s end? Oh yes, I am quite aware that you are. Forethought is needed in communication even when you feel like throwing something or expressing yourself vehemently. Blowups may happen. You need to approach whatever that throws you into a tizzy with a thought of win/win and not me me me!!!Deep breath please!!!

 I noticed that in my chart this full moon is right on my Venus. Ooh! It is opposing Saturn which is also on the Sun. Ouch. That’s for everyone this Saturn/Moon opposition. So maybe it would have been a really exciting time for me, but dear old controlling Saturn (trying to keep it aboveboard) has to appear. Oi vey! There are some good things for me and others too. Since it falls in my 11th/5th house polarity, I may be thinking about what I want to do with friends or groups or is it about some lover?  Then it can also be about a creative idea that comes to mind and turns my life around. Creativity is also a factor for all of you. So if you have something on the drawing board and as long as you stay in balance, you may take a leap with it.

 The changes that are coming are in process but Saturn slows it down somewhat since it is present in the equation. And the time of balance as I said previously is still happening to many of you. In relationships the energies are about love and honor. Whatever occurs in your life either positive or negative you need to accept it as a gift. Be grateful and more good things begin to appear. Give in to the experience instead of looking to run from it. Resistance will only make things difficult and throw big roadblocks in the way and not just in relationships. Are you wants and needs being met on this full moon? Aries is about individuality yet ask yourself what are you willing to put aside to be with that other individual? Is there a surprise in the works?

 This is a time of new beginnings and also when promises need to be kept. How do you intend to honor that other person? How do you intend to take your individuality and send it out to the community? Are you coming from a place of integrity in relation to the other person or community?

 Ok, how about love. Where is it in the picture? Well, Venus has entered Scorpio and that means it is downright sexy. BUT, some of you will try to manipulate, maneuver and deceive. Stop it already. This is passion plus time if you want it and someone is there with you. Go for it. You can really attract that special person right now. SO, what are you waiting for?  And there is one more thing about Venus. She is in good aspect to Chiron which is your deepest wound. So, now is the time that you may choose to heal that deep wound once and for all. Wouldn’t that be outstanding? It most likely has to do with a relationship. I look forward to being able to do this now. How about you? What do you have buried deep within you that can be brought up for healing? Are there inhibitions that need to be let go? Take a big look, no fear and clear it out. Are you ready to compromise with your significant other or your friends? That’s what this full moon is asking you to do. It’s not just about you and more you. Remember that your partner also has feelings and the emotions are running hot so it could be hot or it can be “hot”. Get it????

 This FULL MOON in ARIES is about finding your path and walking forward on it. If you feel frustrated and being pulled in all different directions, could you be off your path?  Take the ball and run with it and stop procrastinating. Whatever is embedded within your psyche needs release. What are you waiting for? That new path is waiting. Are you actually going to take the risk and leap or will you stay in the oppression that overwhelms your creativity and balance? It is all up to you.  May the God Light shine brightly upon you. And may your deepest dreams arise to be born on your path. Go ahead you can talk to me. Until again. With love, Jan


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