Monthly Archives: August 2012

FULL MOON IN PISCES, AUGUST 31, 2012- Grounding our Fantasies

“Blue Moon, Blue Moon, Blue Moon da da da da….” The Full Moon in Pisces occurs Friday, August 31, 2012 at 9:58am EDT at 8degrees. The Sun is in Virgo at this time opposition Chiron and the Full Moon as a Blue Moon is conjunct Chiron. A Blue Moon is when two Full Moons occur in the same month. The thirteenth misfit moon is now upon us. Expect the unexpected maybe! Moon in Pisces usually is dreamy, creative, wishing to drift through life at times, needing to escape yet desiring empathetic relationships and creating fantasies. So, this Full Moon tells you some things may be stirred up that you may not choose to happen. You wish to look past the current and just drift past it when it doesn’t fit into your plans. Really? Since Neptune rules Pisces astrologically, some parts of that Pisces Moon may appear deceptively. Now why allow that when you can take the creative bent and thrive. Your choice. “You must be careful what you pretend to be for in the end, you are what you pretend to be.” Think about it. Create in a big way or lie like a champ. What will it be? Pisces is the part of us that tends to be invisible. It is the sublime. It opens you up to different worlds of fantasy and angels. It is the last sign of the zodiac and completes it. This FULL MOON may make it hard for you to discern between fantasy and reality and not know whether it is real or a projection.

It all depends where this falls in your natal chart as to whether that applies to you. The Virgo Sun does help to keep you grounded during this illuminating Full Moon. If it is afflicted in your chart you may find yourself feeling a bit disillusioned. And as you know full moons can be a bit unsettling so you may wish to ground yourself in mundane chores, physical exercise and some healing body awareness techniques.

Now is the time to take a leap for some of you. Or are you too lazy and lack motivation to grab the reins and go full speed ahead? This Full Moon can open your life to bliss that may shift your life totally. That instant moment is enough to make you choose to leap. Ready? Also, there is a competitive edge to this Full Moon in Pisces. You need to pay attention because competitive games can appear and you can provoke a major argument or tense situation with someone or you can just do nothing which can be just as detrimental. Some of you continue to be in denial. And please watch that you aren’t taking everything said personal. Your path is waiting and timing is paramount to moving forward. This is a powerful moon for healing yourself or going to a healer. There are solutions if you look very carefully and do some research. Pisces Moon can inspire you to use dreams or music therapy to help you get back on track.

This Full Moon is also sextile Pluto which gives it a profound basis. Use this energy to open up this creative moment and you will feel the intensity immediately. If you are still holding onto the past and those childhood complexes, now is the time for you to release them. AND YOU CAN DO THIS. If you are feeling pain or some kind of discomfort in your body, it may indicate that you are holding onto old emotions which deeply affect your wellbeing. You must get out whatever is fermenting within. If you don’t, it will turn into toxic waste for your body mind and spirit. Religious poisoning, fears and guilt often produce emotional toxins and must be eliminated. Along with this Pluto sextile Moon there is a Pluto square Uranus which will be around for some time to come. Some of you will have had enough with certain relationship structures. This is a challenge and some will say that this is it, since it beat you down all these months. The Sun opposition Chiron asks you, where are you giving up your power by listening to those who call themselves gurus? Mentors are terrific if you take what they give you and make it into something that is inspiring to you. Gurus are not always who they seem to be. Many of you out there are too lazy to research and dig deeply without some kind of support system. Listen to yourself because it is the first and most important step for change and in getting well, physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. Learn not to doubt you, learn to listen and trust yourself.

Saint Germain said in Studies in Alchemy that “the concept of an expanding consciousness, simultaneously with an expanding universe must be reckoned with if man will correctly master his affairs.” This is a time to allow the universal energies to be incorporated within your internal experience. This is not just at this FULL MOON but throughout the coming months you should try to open more to what is coming to you. Your intuition always is on track unless you allow your mind to overshadow it. If you stay in harmony with the universe than the outer planets forces will be less controlling. This will help you find new solutions to old problems and conflicts.  Then you will be able to release the negatives. There are many who still are skeptical. Perhaps the young souls among you hesitate to listen to their intuitive nature since they have yet to experience the flow of the universe within. It is a time to look through the veil and see the inner visions you have.

When you have a conflict in your life there is a need to see to what you still refuse to pay attention. In your chart there are some challenging aspects and those are there to wake you up and push you forward. If disharmony appears then it is within you that something is going on or you may be reflecting another.

This Pisces Full Moon at 8 degrees will affect most strongly those of you who have planets about 3 degrees before and after 8 degrees in Gemini and Sagittarius and of course, the Virgo and Pisces planets.

Another month of a Full Moon is now upon us. Use the days following for releasing the burdens and the old hurts that continue to bog you down. And use some creative visualization to help bring good things into your life. May your blessings be many and thank you for reading this post. Have a beautiful dreamy time with your feet fully on the ground. Until again. Love, Jan

Mars in Scorpio-Managing Power in August 2012 and Saturn in Scorpio October 2012-In the Deep Well

Oh ho, here we go, traveling along to and fro and whoa, here comes a new adventure to stir up your deeply intense emotions and just maybe put you back on track again. Where have you found yourself lately? Hopefully you have been recreating your most precious relationships while Saturn is still in the diplomatic and peaceful sign of Libra. My dear ones, come October 5, 2012 Saturn is going to go into Scorpio (will it sting or will you fly?) and that is deeper than you can imagine. Think back to 1983-1985 when Saturn was in Scorpio also. What was going on in your life? How did you feel? Pretty intense feelings were up for grabs and you may have been on a sexual high.

Saturn going into Scorpio makes us look at things that need to be addressed. Some may think Saturn as a taskmaster which I think is an accurate description. This timeframe until late 2014 will activate some of your old beliefs so that you can release the parts that no longer fit. Scorpio is about passion, intense transformation and power among other things. With Saturn involved opens it up to more structure, How about asking what are your belief systems doing for you? Do they undermine your life when you could be thriving? Do they give you faith so that you can move forward on your path? Sometimes you use the beliefs systems as a crutch and an excuse to avoid certain new ideas, new thoughts and new paths which will create Oneness. And some will say how can you say that when you are saying  “I go to church and I have faith”  and yes, that’s true. How do you act when you are not in your church or are stuck in your old belief patterns? Are you as holy as you seem to the masses or is it a pretense and sleight of hand? Take a good look, because Saturn is going to force you to ponder these things. Saturn loves the rules and the standards set. Can you face this within?

This is a time of passionate intensity in expression whether it be sexual or otherwise, it will flow. And for some it may be a bit too much and it then becomes possessive and obsessive. Let’s hope not. Managing your power is one way to express Saturn in Scorpio. How many like to delve into the depths of your psyche? Who of you have the courage to face those old beliefs and throw them out and find your own true beliefs? Now is the time to master that fear or just let it go. Well, do it.

Neptune in Pisces fine tunes everything with its creativity aspecting the Saturn in Scorpio. It goes directly to your creative core and now you can find structure for that creative urge and depth of emotion.

Mars entered Scorpio August 23, 2012. This is another sensual aspect. Wow, things are certainly getting hotter by the moment. Some of you will feel like it is confronting you. And Mars may bring upheaval in the next 6 weeks. It leaves Scorpio the day after Saturn enters. Whew. This is going to get interesting. The darkest part of your psyche emerges and now what do you do? Will you run for the hills or hide in the basement? Watch out for that rage that is boiling way down deep within. It has got to come out. You want to stay in a healthy state and suppressed rage makes for trouble. When was the last time you expressed anger? And I don’t mean some sarcastic comments or snide remarks. (That is your anger talking). So when was it? Was it at your partner, your parents, your boss, the world in general? Maybe you are one for road rage. Tell me. In my thinking, better out with the anger than suppressing it until it takes you down. Saturn in Scorpio will make it into a more constructive anger. Find the root of the anger and you can then have it be released instead of stuffing it. You know that suppressing it will just pump up your blood vessels and lead to too much chaos within. Dump the fear and resolve it. Take the anger and let it out. Too much fear keeps you from looking at the real reason you get angry. Do you find yourself having no sexual interaction which helps release some of the angry energy in a positive way. Lots of sexual energy is going to pop up in the next couple of years.

Relationships deepen with Saturn starting in October. If you hold back from doing so, they die. Poof. Gone they are. This is a time of true love, real love or you can just forget about it because it won’t be there. Scorpio is interested in the best in their partner and that is their intention. Looking for second best…it must be another time. This is the time when you can make your decisions and walk your talk. Or there is no more. Will you allow the loss to take place? Do it right or you lose! Sorry, if that is harsh…that is a Saturn in Scorpio bottomline. You can reach out and be there for many who need you. Just remember that true love comes along very infrequently and this is a time when you take a leap or be left in the dust.

Looks like it is going to get pretty intense and Mars started the parade yesterday. There is much more going on in the news and within your hearts. Look for the Full Moon post coming up for the 31st. It is a dandy. Be well and stay in the moment. Love and blessings. Until again. Jan


NEW MOON in LEO AUGUST 17, 2012- Creating Passionate Exchange

Hello again to those who have found their path and to those who are locked in the past. Are you shining today? Let the old thinking go, so the Light can brightly glow, when you reach within your heart, which will bring a brand new start, allowing a leap to help you grow and now you know how to show…others the same.

As the Light glows about us, there is so much controversy seeping through the cracks. There are earthquakes rumbling; wars a brewing; children going missing and people being falsely accused; droughts in many places; candidates screaming at each other; and so many other things like the Sandusky scandal which has so much misinformation. But then again most mainstream media news is misinformation. It makes me crazy. And did the Olympics entertain you with the go for the gold? It is an interesting phenomenon that gold is always in the news.. Years ago when I started to journal consistently, I began to allow my Higher Self to take over and one day I wrote pages and pages about gold. At first without giving it too much thought, it came to me maybe it was about the Divine. Some of it made sense and other times it did not. So what is my point? Well I came across mention of gold in my reading lately (not gold ingots or gold standard or gold Olympic medallions). Dr. Sha says that gold is about the following- G-ratitude, O-bedience, L-oyalty, D-evotion.  Interesting! The New Moon is in Leo and also likes gold.  

On Friday, August 17, 2012, the NEW MOON in the lion LEO commands our attention as it takes place at 11:55am EDT at 25deg08min.  NEW MOON In LEO glows even though it is invisible to us. The Sun is in Leo which is all about the creative within. It speaks of courage and confidence. Taking charge of your lives is paramount. This is about you and moving into your heart. Yes, your heart. The Lion has a big heart. Of course, some Leo get stuck in their egos especially if they let their pride get in the way. Some of you will find successful resolutions to problems on the home front. That comes from facing your inner truths. If you refuse to look within, who knows what happens?  Cooperation is a must for successful relationships. Wherever you have the New Moon in Leo in your chart will be affected more intensely. On the other hand your charisma and creativity may be stifled if there is any stubbornness present within. This is a major downfall to many who are creative and fail to move into their heartfelt song. This is quite a romantic time for those of you involved or those of you who are open to new deeper, friendly interactions. Leo loves praise. So I suggest you nurture others by giving praise and you may get it right back. Sounds good. Leo New Moon brings fun to the scene.  

Playing is part of life. Make sure both parties are on board. A bold move now may happen but please hold off final decisions at this time. Why do I say that? Well here is the other half of the next 2 weeks before the Full Moon. Mercury went direct at 1:40am EDT on Wednesday, August 8, 2012. It continues in forward motion and goes high speed on the 21st of August. Hurrah!! You have been through a review process and a time of liberation now shows up. How many out there are mind-controlled? You would be surprised as to how little it takes for you to be susceptible to the conditioning. Many of you may be on the verge of breaking out of this so-called condition. So, keep moving forward for now is the time. It may not bring you exactly what you choose immediately but it will give you a big opening to who you truly are. If you are enmeshed in a relationship that has been tricky to extract yourself, then the forward motion may give you the chance. This is a time for letting go completely of all that has no meaning in your life. A new life is in front of you, are you going to go for it? If you stay enmeshed you need to allow the energy to begin to unravel your ties and the sooner the better due to upcoming events that may decide for you. On the other hand, this is a good time for revolutionary changes in your relationships. Mars/Saturn conjunction aspecting the New Moon creates passionate displays. If your angst has gotten to you –maybe there is a dream piece of poetry or grand music residing within. Take the passion and do something with it. And for goodness sakes rejuvenate the relationship aspects after all the stress of the last month. Physical and sexual expression prevents anger from getting out of control.

You need to trust your soul and the process. As I mentioned in the beginning of the post stubbornness can gunk up the flow. When things are kept from flowing that means there is a block within which in many cases is your need to control everything. New Moon in Leo gives you the opportunity to trust in order for the door to open. Stubbornness usually keeps the door shut to your true path. You may feel that what you are doing is true yet there is no movement. I say check it out because you may be holding yourself back from the biggest leap of your life. Scary? Fear still resides within. Oh dear what can you do? Lose the fear. Did you hear that?

Here are other things of note. The Solar eclipse which took place on May 20 is now ready to activate on August 20. That is 90 days after its inception. Wherever it fell in your natal chart is where it will trigger again. Also am mentioning this early to give you a heads up. Saturn goes into Scorpio in October. This is all about rules and following them. And the Dragon’s head (North node) goes into Scorpio on August 31 2012. This is about stone-cold reality. The path to be carved is about Scorpionic skills which are emotional, psychological, intuitive, metaphysical, and sexual, Deep stuff!!  BUT, that’s life and now is the time to truly look at which direction you are heading. The South Node coming into Taurus at that time wants you to bring forth your self-worth (if you lack this, get trucking on it and bring it back or it will keep you stuck),money finesse (negative-obsession with money or financial issues can bring you down at this time –be careful). The groundedness of the Taurus south node will lead you onto the Scorpio North Node path that is needed at this juncture. Enjoy the few weeks of the Leo New Moon because when this comes in, the ducks are coming off the pond. Reality strikes and it is serious. Scorpio can be tough. Watch for stress and drama. Ditch the old patterns and beliefs already (this is part of what ascension is about).

Bon chance as the days move forward into another turning point. Leaps happen. Pay attention. May your blessings be a thousandfold. Thank you for all your support. Until again. Love, Jan    (watch for developments with Gov of PA re:

Sandusky case and Penn State. Something looks like it is ready

to come out and it may be inadvertantly.)

FULL MOON AQUARIUS, AUGUST 1, 2012 – Let the Light Shine Brightly

What a bright and shiny day it was yesterday. Perfect summer atmosphere with no chemtrail clouds to poison us. But there is a poison from the mob, the hive and murky mind which continues along with the oppressive heat that will appear again tomorrow. There has been so much vitriolic energy in the air this past week that it has been easy for many of you to get pulled into this. This mentality is being brought about through the Pluto/Uranus square which is ever-present and not so much from the Mercury retrograde still hanging around.  I have chosen to stay adrift on my island of the moment. My intention was to post some of this last week except all hell broke loose. Everything crazy that could happen did. THE FULL MOON in AQUARIUS is ready to show up tonight August 1, 2012 at 11:29pm EDT at 10deg15min. Let us welcome it with a sigh of relief. There are challenges to come yet this FULL MOON is a bit calmer and supported by Saturn trine Venus and Sun trine Uranus.

Before I go on with the FULL MOON in Aquarius notes I would like to mention a few things that are so blatant in the mainstream media. For the record, I have no formal connections to Penn State University. The whole scenario interests me because I know deep in my soul that it is not what it seems. It is not about protecting victims; it is about protecting certain political connections and beyond. It is amazing what one finds when one opens to it. When I started to post I wanted to talk about soulfulness and the Full Moon and here I am writing about soullessness. What is so disturbing is that either I have dreamed it or there is something very strange happening because the link I was going to post is no longer found. (Found out he was banned from posting on a website I was looking at and they deleted all his posts. Lame reason given.)  Oh well, the bottom-line is that the Freeh report, (the deciding factor in all the sanctions against Penn State) is only one-sided reporting. There was another report which was to be given to a Mr. Lauro and it never was presented. Sandusky was cleared originally in 1998 for whatever took place. Did you actually talk to the DA back in the day? Did you know he chose not to do anything because there was nothing to do? Did you know the DA Gricar disappeared in 2005 and was not to be seen again?  Has the NCAA stepped over the line? The Governor of PA had no love for President Spanier…a known fact. And you can imagine the rest of the story. There’s no doubt that Paterno may not have followed through but the bottom-line is this: Joe is dead and buried. He is not the perp. Wait until the truth comes out. So, you can continue to rev up the lynch mob mentality or wait until the truth becomes known.  Remember the next time there is a child abuse problem or law enforcement need please pick up the phone and call the NCAA. You can find their number on their website. Out of control it is. And you may as well call the IRS if you need to track murderers. Enough ranting.

The FULL MOON IN AQUARIUS says unique. Aquarius is about individualistic perspective. There is independence within. It speaks of having vision. Aquarius is about genius, rebirth, and humanitarian actions. Aquarius asks you to step out of the box whether in your thinking, feeling or being. This is about authentic. If you are playing a role, then this will trip you up in some way. Aquarians like real. Stop repressing your emotions because Aquarius FULL MOON will allow that Uranus /Pluto aspect to bring an explosion. You have little need for that. And please watch any confrontations in the next week or two. Lively banter and discussion need to stay in that mode or there will be regrets.

One thing this Full Moon can do for you is bring your liberation. You can actually free yourself from any stuck modes or ties which matter no longer. This FULL MOON gets supported by the whole sky. There still are some challenges that may pop up periodically yet you will notice it can also be peaceful much of the time. Of course, peace comes when you are on track and you honor and love yourself.  The energy of this FULL MOON is quite positive and it is time for every one of you to emerge from the cocoon that has surrounded you the last few weeks. There is a cradle formation in the chart and it is like saying you have to be shaken out of that comfy place. Hanging onto the past is not the answer. There is a big push that shows up from Uranus and Jupiter. Where is your independent thinking? Where is that unique perspective that you say is yours? Do you have a plan to extract yourself from any chains that hold you back?  Or do you need a BIG SHOVE?  Pay attention to your flashes of intuition. This is a special moon with much inspiration. Do you have a vision?Then take a cosmic leap and show it to the world. If there was any bruising from the last few weeks, this Moon will help soothe and heal. And those who choose to ignore your insights you may wish to open your hearts and mind to those Divine Angels who are trying to get your intention.  They bring you much guidance at this time. The Sabian Symbol for this FULL MOON degree is “…a man receives new insights which may change his life.” Light finally shines after the dark days. (Watch for earth tremors though.)

There is one more thing I wish to share. Kassandra, the asteroid is aspecting the Sun in Leo. How is that affecting you?  It was an A HA moment. Kassandra is about prophecy and depends where it falls in your chart as to how it will affect your life. Well, dear ones, in my chart it sits on my Sun. Guess what? The secret to Kassandra is the fact that she was given prophecy but the catch was, no one would believe her. Thanks to Apollo. She would not go along with his wishes and rejected him outright and dang; no one would believe her prophecy. It tells me that no one will hear me if I use my intuition and send it out there. I have to find a way for people to understand what I am saying because they may choose to not believe me. There have been so many times I have been the brunt of jokes and sheer disdain for my non-rational, non-scientific beliefs. Go Kassandra. See where it affects your life. It explains everything now. Those who are in the mainstream have no interest in what I say. Do I really need their support? Nope.

Happy rest of the week and clear out what you need to clear on this FULL MOON. Let the past rest and think about moving forward at the new moon.  Leaping comes sooner than you think. Thank you for your support. Until again, Blessings and love, Jan.



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