Monthly Archives: December 2011
Did the eclipse get to you too? How did it affect you? Did you feel any shifting? I know I did. It is unfortunate that those of us in the Eastern part of America didn’t get the opportunity to see it. Heard it was quite a sight. So, it is almost Winter Solstice time when the days are the shortest these few days. I think on December 25 the move forward to longer days begin again. Gee whiz, is summer far behind? Seriously. Now is the time to take a big deep breath and stop running around with last minute anything. Can you just stop for one moment? Doesn’t it feel good to just savor the moment? Oh, c’mon dear ones you can do it. And that Mercury retrograde did a number on a lot of you and me too. Not as much as usual but made me a tad restless. As I said last time, it went direct and we can go back to communicating effectively.
Venus goes into Aquarius on today, December 20. If you are single go out there and connect through friends. Who knows who may show up. Those who are in a relationship, it is time to start thinking about doing things together instead of falling asleep on the chair or ranting about things that matter not. Are you a bit lopsided relationship-wise? Then now is the time to take a good look and see how to come up with creative ways to balance it out. Yes, there may be some issues that arise but it is not about issues now, it is about really being friends no matter what kind of connection you have-marriage, single, whatever. Look deep and see what you can do for each other yet have that freedom to walk your path too and vice versa. How becoming more selfless instead of selfish? What a thought!!!And for goodness sakes, there is fun in the air. And what kinds of magic will that bit of spicy fun manifest? Is your relationship becoming codependent? Abusive? There is healing coming if you allow it. Stop judging. Time to let it go already. What do you need and what do you choose? Then ask and it just may happen. Since things are speeding up, watch what you intend because it will happen.
And here comes the NEW MOON IN CAPRICORN. This is a new moon which leads us into the New Year of 2012. What is this NEW MOON IN CAPRICORN at 2 degrees 34’ at 1:06pm on December 24, 2011 going to bring to you? Well, it certainly will bring new beginnings and lots of unexpected events, surprises, big changes. Really big changes are imminent. The moon is square Uranus in Aries. Oh boy! Better get out the Natural Calm for some of you to keep you grounded. There was a T-square last spring into summer with Pluto in Capricorn, Saturn in Libra, and Uranus in Aries. My head is hurting just thinking about it. A whopper of a time and so glad it faded out. The New Moon is linked to that T-square. Jupiter is also linked to this in a nice pretty trine. Hurrah! That gives us some better feelings and brings us some gifts/rewards (once it goes direct) that may not have shown up last summer because of all the challenges that appeared and kept going and going and just drained some of you. Whew! Maybe someone will even support that biz you have been looking to build. Or you may just look at some resource-building and more financial finesse in your life. This New Moon is also conjunct Pluto. Keep that focus in whatever you are doing but please that one extra step over the line leads to obsession. Stop. Focus please. I can easily go to obsession any day or night. Well, not all the time. <grin> Capricorn is about structure in all parts of your life. It is about goals. (Oh no, that is my middle name.) How can you flow toward something without a goal to intend? Never figured that one out. If you are looking to achieve something powerful then by all means set your intentions on this New Moon. Capricorn likes structure but with Pluto sitting on the New Moon, some of those structures may fall down unexpectedly or they may become really powerful. Depends on your perspective and approach to the matter at hand. You may choose to create new adventures and take them into the New Year. The New Moon is in my 7th house of relationships. Now that means new personal starts or could be biz partnerships. We shall see. But then that famous Uranus squares from my 11th house. What surprises will enter my life through friends? Or will it just be more nerve-jangling gobbledygook?
Those who are affected by the New Moon are any of you who have the last 3 degrees of Gemini, Virgo, Sagittarius or Pisces and the first 6 degrees of Aries, Cancer, Libra and of course Capricorn. Intense it may be. And I already know some of you are going to choose to hide under the bed. I suggest otherwise. Since this is a G rated blog, need I say more? If you have planets around those degrees, they too will be affected in some way. And those unexpected turns of events may take you right out of your old way of thinking. What a grand thought! You just may have to look at why you have lived under such oppressive conditions. You like it that much?
Has the consciousness shifted? That is what many are asking due to the arrival of 2012 shortly. Many more of you are awakening to a new reality. Some like to be stuck in the muck of olden days (pre 21st century). What do you do to change your view for those who are in the muck? Join those who have taken the leap into the entrancing new world and see how satisfying it can be. Oh, there may be still lessons to learn and issues to release but it sure is better if you are all together here. And stop listening to the junk from the mainstream media. Get a clue already. They lie and tell stories. All networks do it. So start looking within to know the truth because you won’t find it outside yourself. The Divine awaits within for recognition. And it stays hidden until you let go of that fear. LET IT GO!!!
May the holidays (those who celebrate) bring you good cheer and blessings more than ever. Take some time for inner reflection and get those intentions out there. There is a special feeling in the air. Thank you one and all for your support of my blog and until again. Patience wins the day. Peace and Love, Jan
Here we go again! Hang onto your hats because not too long before the FULL MOON LUNAR ECLIPSE in Gemini 18 degrees at 9:36am on December 10, 2011 is going to occur, Uranus (shocking, electric and unusual) stations direct. And maybe it will bring you an interesting surprise or turn of events as that happens. Or it can get really loud in some way because Uranus likes to shake up the system. Pay attention. My computer has a mind of its own and could be the Uranus thing-it said I had no internet last night. Could not connect. Well, where did it go? I pulled out every plug and redid and still none. I am sure it was playing with me because it could. HA! Think back to July, 2011 when it went retrograde. What was happening in your life at that time? Now it can take off again since things really had to regroup in the place in your chart where it actually hit. Also one more aspect, Venus is still within 10 degrees of Pluto which makes for some intensity in relationships. This has been going on the past week.
Anyway, on with the FULL MOON LUNAR ECLIPSE. This is the last TOTAL lunar eclipse until 2014. It certainly will have long term effects wherever it is in your chart. If you live anywhere in North America except in the East, go out and have a look. It probably will show up a bold reddish tint. Will that be anger you are going to run into or some better communication once Mercury goes direct? Let’s hope the communication takes off to new places outside the narrow vision and into a wider perspective, bigger picture type energy. If you are holding on with fear within, then you may not begin to feel a profound change and a big shift tale place. This is a time of no holding back unless you have some restrictions that may keep you barely moving forward. That’s ok since once that restrictive phase moves out you will leap higher than you ever in this lifetime. That big shift is taking place in the background and unless you are extremely energy conscious or a barometer, you may have just walked by it. Oh, it’s there. Believe me. No fretting the change is on its way and you will know it when it happens. (I have Saturn opposing my Mars right now; what a PITA-you know what that means. And it goes on for awhile yet and boy I would like to blow it up right now. Not going to because I know better and it will bring nothing to me except chaos. So, I am patient and I await that part to shift. In the meantime, other things are shifting.)
The Full Moon is about Sun in Sagittarius and Moon in Gemini. What you see here is a polarity of beliefs and communication. Sagittarius is more spiritual than the Gemini thinking. Maybe you can stop holding onto those outworn beliefs that are interfering in your growth this lifetime. It is time to heal those stuck patterns and letting go of that which no longer brings you heartfelt joy whether that is about others or ideas or beliefs. Move into that new way of thinking. What a pleasant experience once you do. Your perspective changes and wow, what a great feeling. There is a big world out there.
Are you still cutting yourself off from the Divine within? Recognize that this spiritual side is necessary (and this is not about church) to bring balance to that going to work, making money, shopping for whatever and just being in the earthly world. Too much spirituality without a bit of the material is as out of balance as the material being in charge and little spiritual. So mix them up and achieve some balance with this Full Moon. Whatever you put out there now will begin to show up sooner than later unless you hang onto those outworn beliefs. And just because those reality shows are your focus does that mean you need to ignore what the inner wisdom is telling you? Balance, dear ones is necessary for good health, joy and loving relationships. This is a grand time to know you as the authentic being that you are! Then others will see that side of you and things will shift even more. Of course, there are those of you who will fight every inch of the way to live in the old world which no longer has any meaning to you. This Full Moon is just the beginning of the big shift that is coming to you around the corner. Oh, I know, it’s been happening now for many months yet after the first of the year, things will truly begin to accelerate and the writing is on the wall. So ditch that old thinking, those outworn patterns and let the Gemini Full Moon transform your thinking. This brings a culmination to many things in your life. This time is comparable to trimming the weeds and seeing new blooms in a few weeks. Take a good look and resolve any relationship issues for the new blooms to show up.
There is something else that needs saying here. Watch your words this Full Moon. It would be better to call someone or see them face to face then write something that may create chaos and hard feelings. Since everyone I know texts, please be extra careful as to what you say in the texts and how you say it. And the same goes for emails. Now since Mercury is still retrograde, what I am saying is this: Speak kindly and openly when you write or speak to others around this time. That will keep misunderstandings to a minimum.
Have you had a dose of your truth today? My truth is that I just realized that this eclipse is on my ascendant/descendant axis and conjunct Uranus. Should I go into hiding? Will I be shocked by something written or will I be surprised by a blissful feeling? It is about any partnerships or maybe biz stuff in my life. Anyone whose ascendant/descendant, midheaven/nadir, or any major planets aspected by this eclipse may have some rough rides with others. Aspecting the ascendant/descendant may also be an extreme opposite and can bring a fountain of joy and bliss. Since it is at 18 degrees Gemini, those who have planets in Sagittarius, Gemini, Pisces or Virgo and within 3-5 degrees of that will be affected most. The effects of this LUNAR ECLIPSE can last up to 6 months. And remember Mercury goes out of retrograde motion on December 14. Hurrah.
Blessings to you as we walk the path to greater understanding and wisdom with our change of thinking patterns. Let’s do it. Stay focused and let the Divine shine brightly upon you. Until again. Thank you for all your support. and let others know about this blog. Tell me if the eclipse affects you. Love, Jan
Are you feeling things shifting in your life? I know that I am feeling it. Cannot exactly put my finger on it yet there is this knowing that the energy is changing and you and I are going to begin to see things more clearly and truth will win the day. How many of you have been hanging on tightly to old habits, patterns and things? C’mon, you know you have been. A majority of you, including me, have yet to truly release all the junk. Oh, it is happening in bits and pieces and some of you have no interest in doing so due to extreme conditioning and little regard for self- preservation and joyous connecting. No change can take place within our hearts and mind unless you choose it. And so many of you refuse it. So, what is all this gobbledygook that I am trying to put in perspective?
Took a look at this hanging on I have been doing. I figured out the other day that I was still angry about something. Well, who isn’t at times? No, this was a revelation because I knew I was angry at myself for allowing things to happen in my life for which I was unprepared. So, what did I do? Other then screaming a bit about why I have failed to recognize this truth, I decided to pray and meditate on it to see what the bottomline was. Once I was positive this was the issue, I asked for clearing. I also did a spiritual write and burn for it. You write the thought you wish to release, i.e. I (name) release (my anger at myself) or whatever you wish to release in the name of I AM that I AM to be transmuted in Divine Light now. Let it be released and transmuted now. Thank you in the NAME OF I AM THAT I AM. Got the gist of it, do you? Then burn the paper in a small metal container –safety first please…let it go. See what happens then. Voila. Gone with the wind. It does work. Why did I do a write and burn when I knew it was cleared? It was kind of a mind trick that has worked for me in the past. And what is so interesting I hadn’t done a write and burn in years. Too much stuck brain going on obviously. This is one way to allow release. If you search you can find other ways that do not include on the couch psychiatry sessions for twenty years unless that is what you prefer. Of course, if you do not believe that write and burns are effective, then you are just playing with matches. <grin>
So, who amongst you has anger hidden so deeply that you ignore it and your choice to ignore the feeling because you feel it is politically incorrect to show your anger. It is how you use your anger that may lead you astray. Fear comes at times from buried anger. That anger pulls on you and you just brush it off and the more you do the more that fear starts popping up and the anger is boiling underneath ready to explode. I say, get ticked off and say what you have to say. You can be angry without your words being filled with poison. Of course, everybody seems to be angry, fearful or on the other hand, pretending to be balanced. So much negativity is rearing its ugly head and many of you are letting it pull you into its claws. There is rudeness on the roads, rudeness in restaurants, anger in relationships, fear in the workplace. People judge you because there is insecurity within them. They blame you for doing things that don’t appeal to them or maybe just because they can. Show your anger by pounding a pillow, then come to them and have the discussion and get over it already. If you cannot have the discussion then that is when control is an issue and who of you wants it their way. So, do you really choose to resolve the issue?
Anger oftentimes comes from childhood conditioning when you didn’t get your way. And some of you show it and others bottle it up. I hope the bottle doesn’t explode. OR it comes from a wound of some kind. What was that something that someone said to you or vice versa? It stung, it bit you, It made you hankering for a fight. You took it personal. Oh my. You actually took it personal. Even when you are angry with yourself as I was a short time ago, I took myself personally. Wow. Well, isn’t that a big opening? You recognized that you took it personal. Did they actually mean what they said or did you get hooked into the energy? Were you having a bad day or were they? If you got angry then your reaction spoke loudly. It wasn’t about them, now was it? Nope. You took it personal and so did I. “Personal importance or taking things personally, is the maximum expression of selfishness because we make the assumption that everything is about “me”.” –don Miguel Ruiz
These childhood patterns constantly come up when you are stressed or overtired or just refusing to pay attention to what your Higher Self is trying to tell you. Could it be that your ego is so darn comfortable that the fear arises within when any change is imminent? Changes are coming in a very big way. They can be positive changes or you can fear monger and believe the changes will be negative. Whatever you choose is ok with me. Just remember that to keep the joy flowing, the anger, recognized or hidden has to transmute itself to a more detached place. Anger kills you from the inside no matter how much you deny it. Ask for guidance as to how to release the anger. It works. Anger arises from many around me on the roads and in gatherings whether family, friends or workplace. If enough of you would release your hold on your woundedness and let it go and surround it in peace and joy and love (no this is not about the hippie 60s) then things would shift in a positive direction, maybe not all at once, but in small increments which would make a major difference. Try to let it go. I know it is possible to do so. Remember holding love present is the win/win place to be.
So do you think that the darkening abyss that shrouds the country is what is affecting you? Your homes may be in foreclosure; you see your investments dwindling and your mood is down. The PTB are running scared and it will get dark before the Light shines brightly. Who knows where the Europeans will land if the money goes down in the next 10 days. You wonder if the elite will begin an all out war so they can fulfill their greed. Nothing new here. Just the same old patterns to keep us locked into a system that died years ago. Get angry if you must. Use it wisely. Pull your heads out of the sand and see the truth. Are you ready for that leap? Some of you have done it already…others may leap today. Take down the illusions which have haunted you for years. Do pay attention. May the blessings shine upon you and thank you for you and your support. Until again. Love, Jan