Category Archives: LOVE and FEAR
Happy Valentine’s Day! How deep is the love within your heart? Love comes around to most of you at some time in your life. Do you go with the feeling or do you fear it? Some of you dislike yourselves so much that when you think you love you create dissension between you and your partner because you are fearful of commitment or expressing your truth to another. Many say hate is the opposite of love. Nope, Fear is. And once that fear is conquered the love you hide so deeply within can emerge and light up your life.
As this Valentine’s Day comes in the news continues to spew hatred and discontent. How many of you are caught in this energy that destroys your own ability to love unless you jump off the bandwagon. Do you really think that what you feel is love by hating anything? What throws your fear into high gear when you do not get your way? The hate covers up the fear and therefore how does love even play into your life? If someone else loves you fear it and then the hatred shows up. Oh my, a cycle of craziness. Would it not be a grand thing to look within and see what it is that this hate is about? And on a deeper level you are afraid to love and this is about being free within.
I look out there and see so many stating men are at fault. Well, sweet pea if you don’t have men you would not be here. Oh, I know eventually many of you will support the total in the lab creation of humans so men and women have no contact. Yet you go out and celebrate Valentine’s Day pretending to love someone. I feel in this year of 2019 that many have a dislike to loving at all. Is that you? Why would it even matter to me? Because without love what is there?
Through many years I have witnessed this craziness. You dislike this, you dislike that. Why? How do you feel when you feel no love? Do you even know what it feels like to love? When you have gone within and felt the deep pull of you heart and shared it with others that may be love. Or it may be a deep knowing that you are in balance that the world around sings to you. What caused this lack of self-esteem that you have created? And how does love feel to you? I would like to hear from you in the comments or a private message. Thanks.
Venus has much to do with how you love and what attracts you. That is just a start to the love cycle in your chart and when you compare it to another. When I was in college I came home for the weekend not too long before I would graduate and my mother said I need to understand other people. And I looked at her – huh? She went into a deep explanation about to get along in life one must be able to read others so that one can get along and learn to love each other. Ok, Mom, I know you are psychic and I know you do this. No, Janice, you need to read this basic astrology book and understand. Oi vey! So I did eventually and then after I was married she gave me another one that she underlined and added names. EEK! Yep, and it all started way back when and I just cannot get away from it. She saw something I did not at that time. So, as I got married and had children I read and studied and read and studied and in-between all else I read and studied. And to this day I want to throw it away, yet I still do the same. And love showed up once I began to understand myself and others. You do not need to know astrology to love but in my life that helped me get to the fear within so I could attract the love to me.
Looking around the Net I see many ways to check for compatibility between you and your newly found attraction. How does your Venus and Mars stack up with his or hers? Well, that is ok on some level yet I feel that one has to have more than compatibility. What are the Sun signs involved. Very basic it is. Ok, it is a place to start but do you really think that if you base your love life on just the Sun signs that you will find the love of your life? No. In my case when I first met my late husband I knew he and I had some good aspects but his Sun was incompatible with mine and I guess I could have just walked away. I got to know him and saw that we had many things in common including an independent outlook which was a really strong basis for our partnership. Our commitment to each other was real. At times the intense part of the connection became a heated discussion yet the interconnectedness of the energy kept us going. There was a spark that came out when all else disappeared and kept the light glowing. We had to learn and grow and I loved the challenge and he hid from it. That was the issue. Fear on his part at times. I energized him and he supported my endeavors. Love was the commitment to follow through no matter what went on. And our love of humor held the bond intact.
So, what does love have to do with it for you or me or anyone else? Astrology has many ways of telling you what can occur in a relationship. Some believe it, some do not. That is ok. I find that at times I just go with my gut about what is going on in a relationship and by doing so when I look at the chart it supports my feelings. It is not just about the planets that I take into consideration regarding a relationship. There are lots of asteroids, fixed stars and the like which have an effect. Would I follow the general compatibility interpretation? Not really. If that was the case I would never have married my husband since there were a few difficult aspects that stood out. And our basic sun signs were supposedly incompatible along with a volatile aspect between Mars and Pluto. Astrology to me in my heart and mind gives me clues as to what I do have to work on together and how well I interact on many different levels with a partner. Venus, as I said is a main player, and will give you some kind of basis for how you approach love. Look up your Venus and see what it says about how you love and how your interest loves. If you do not know, then ask me in the comments and I will let you know. Venus is currently in Capricorn. Here are just a few fun tidbits about Venus in the signs:
Venus in Aries – They look for trouble in love. They love to be worshipped. Competitive they are. They love to have their faces touched. They can be aggressive and want to be number 1.
Venus in Taurus – They are collectors. They love the good life. They love to cuddle more than most. Love pleasure and good food. And they probably marry for security. Dynamic music!
Venus in Gemini – They need good talk then they are hooked. Love to kiss. They like refinement. Can be jealous – more often than not. Likes variety. They like changes in relating.
Venus in Cancer – They so love care and feeding. Dislike ridicule. They love to get regular cards and E cards. Terrified of rejection. Love mementos. Way to heart is through the stomach.
Venus in Leo – Get their attention by laughing at their jokes. Praise is important. Love backrubs. Love lively companions and good cuisine. Act like a millionaire or rock star to get them looking.
Venus in Virgo – You know they love you if they pick on you. They like the together look. Men like the models; women like the workaholics. They want to do it all for you. Love serving you.
Venus in Libra – They love to spoil you. Will do just about anything for you. Forget taking out the trash. Love to do everything together. Easy life they want. Do they love you or trendy friends?
Venus in Scorpio- They dislike aloneness. They love depth and craziness. Love mysteries and secrets. Loyalty is important to them. And do not snoop around in their stuff. Detached at times!
Venus in Sagittarius – Love and romance are a game to them. Adventure calls. You never know what they will do. Magical!. Blurting out the truth. Have a strong code of honor. Love changes.
Venus in Capricorn- If you can act like a chambermaid or a polished executive that is good. Can be mercenary. They are a bit frosty. Love lots of kisses but no one else knows that. Likes to be useful.
Venus in Aquarius- Seems to have to try harder than others. Could be a cold fish. Faithful from habit not heart. Some do not like the romance thing. They show their love in funny ways.
Venus in Pisces – Tell them you love them and do not forget. They see God in you. The best place for Venus. They sacrifice for you. Keep to the ideals and they stay forever. Do not-bye.
How appropriate- As I am writing this post a ladybug landed on my upper back. It tells me to live life fully in the now. We must let go of our fears and go back to our roots, to love. Trust in the universe and have faith so that we get over ourselves, our egos, and allow life to take its course going with the flow. Thank you dear ones for reading and sharing. Keep love in your heart. Wizards Within back on air February 20 2019. Blessings, Until again, Love, Jan
Hello again dear ones. What an amazing shifting of energy as the Solar Eclipse is in the background. Many of you are feeling a bit dragged down especially if you have been giving too much to others without replenishing your own energy. How many of you refuse to acknowledge this thought? You know that it is true yet you continue to take no time for you and your own interests. Then it becomes the martyr syndrome. Right? Could it be that this keeps you from recognizing what you truly desire? What do you think? What do you feel? Don’t know because you haven’t ever discovered it. Maybe it is time you do.
Briefly- Did you know that nagalase enzyme protein was being added to vaccines? Doctors in Florida found out…and unfortunately they are dead. If you do not think the weather is being manipulated (I know you do not) then you need to do some research. This is not Mother Nature dear ones. I know just another conspiracy theory. Hurricanes do not come in threes. They happen one here; one there; and then somewhere else. I am asking you to wake up to what really is happening here because in the next months you are going to find it really difficult if you believe everything that is told to you by those running the world. This week is the tell all up until September 23. Then too, maybe you may choose to read the “Creature from Jekyll Island”. Enough said. Find your own truth. Good luck, dear ones.
This current New Moon energy is about giving and receiving. It is also about love and service. If it is going out one way only it is not love. Love is opening to receive also. Otherwise, it is totally out of balance and that is why you have not discovered your truth. And without the truth there is no soul growth and then love disappears. Why would you wish to leave love out? Oh, I know, because sometimes it triggers those deep wounds. Well, if that is the case then maybe it is time to look deeply and allow the healing to take place. That is what this NEW MOON in VIRGO is all about -reaching within for the gift(s) that is yours. This New Moon in Virgo takes place on September 20, 2017 at1:29 am EDT; 5:29am GMT; and 10:29pm PDT (September 19, 2017) in 27degrees 27’. The Sun is at the exact degree as the Moon. Chiron in Pisces is opposing the New Moon. That is why it is about healing yourself and the helping humanity. Chiron is the Wounded Healer. This New Moon says to you to stop covering up the pain of the deep wounds and begin to address how to heal them. If you shift the expectations slightly then you may feel more comfortable addressing the woundedness. Or would you prefer to continue to have the pain? Why? Too embarrassed to look at how you truly feel? Too ashamed that you wish you were perfect but are not? The Sun is opposite Chiron so you may feel less confident and possibly depressed. Walk through it or get help. One thing—Do not try to do the victim dance upon others.
Vesta is conjoined with the New Moon in Virgo. Vesta is saying just go do it. What is that you keep thinking about doing yet sit back and ignore it? What are you waiting for? Show others how to do what you want to do. Put your actions out there. Stop talking about it and lead the way. On the other hand Vesta in Virgo can create the hermit within. Ignore that feeling because you will do nothing. Is that what you desire? Vesta will help you if you want to go out and help others right now.
This New Moon is the first one in the cycle since the Solar Eclipse on August 21. And do you know what? If you started something in Eclipse energy then it may be good to take it to the next step. Think about how to do that and gather the ingredients to take a short leap with it. There are changing conditions with this New Moon since it is inconjunct (quincunx) Uranus in Aries. Are you having some difficulty moving that goal forward? Then this aspect says you may need to alter the plans a bit to keep it going. With the Sun in Virgo quincunx Uranus in Aries there may be a feeling of anxiety because you are picking up some kind of drama or an unexpected
event which may show up. So what kind of pain are you now feeling? Face it already because then it will help you move ahead. And more wounds are showing up with the Saturn in Sagittarius square to Chiron in Pisces. It is amazing how this all brings healing to the fore if you allow it to happen. But sometimes it just rolls on and on and you get tired of dealing with it. Why don’t you open to it and then you can reach out to others with unconditional love. Isn’t that what it is all about? On another note there is a Grand Trine between Pluto in Capricorn, Pallas Athene in Taurus and Mercury and Mars in Virgo. This can be a step to healing the Earth using visions and dreams. Mercury in Virgo is opposite Neptune in Pisces which may create illusions around you. Use the magic of Mercury in its own sign to change your reality with the right words and thoughts. Bring your awareness to the mix and things can shift in a big way.
It is time to tune into your own gifts and helping others since Jupiter in Libra is opposing Uranus in Aries. Stop sitting there thinking negatively about you own ability to create and do something with the talents you have. It is time to take it to the next level and stop worrying about where the money is going to come from or how you are going to do it. This is all coming together and don’t let the opportunity which shows itself go by the wayside. It is also a time to honor the Divine Feminine and Masculine within.
As I was writing this post I took some time I was wandering in my garden with a friend. I haven’t been out to weed in a month and it is quite overgrown in places. She helped put me on track by taking a short time a weeded some places. Now, in my heart of hearts I have the incentive again to go out there and spend time seeing how lovely it is and making it a gem again.
As the New Moon in Virgo energy takes effect two days later dancing in the sun is the Fall Equinox on September 22, 2017 4:01pm EDT; 1:01am PDT and 8:01pm GMT. It falls in Libra so it is about getting relationships in balance. Funny thing, you have noticed they are a bit off, huh?
Relating with love, healing, balance and service are the main words to describe this New Moon in Virgo and Fall Equinox. Those more intensely affected are: Pisces, Gemini, Virgo and Sagittarius in late degrees (22-29) of the signs. Birthdays affected are: March 13-20; June 13-20; September 15-23; and December 13-20. Love and service are the keys.
For some further info I asked the Pages of Shustah cards to give some insight and 5 cards came up instead of 3. Here is what they said: The question or root of this New Moon is the Ouroboros– This is a snake with the tail in his mouth. It states that you are one with all. It is a circle of love. Love yourself so you can love others. Everyone is connected. Be there. The situation of the New Moon is told by 3 cards- Scorpio– Time to let any wounds go and rise up and be healed. Pisces- Open to the energy. Divine energy is flowing in. Open to it to clear the blocks. And Pisces is also unconditional love. Diamond- What is shining in your life? Or what has to be polished a bit more to bring it a shine? The outcome of this is The Pale Horse- This has a lot of power but something is bringing fear to you. If that is the case then the Pale Horse does protect. If you need to act swiftly then this helps you. Walk away if it no longer works.
Be blessed at the New Moon in Virgo and the Equinox. Thank you for reading and please share if you will. Stop hiding and get out there with love but keep the service and your relationships in balance. You can do it. There can be reconciliation or new romance. Stop the fear and leap. Until again. Love, Jan
So have you been stirred up with fear and depression as the Full Moon energy is leaving? Where have you been as you wandered through the last weeks? Some of you were hit with some darkness shaking up the dregs so new can be reborn. Now there is a new energy coming in which will take you on a ride that is upbeat and joyful. Could it be about heart? Yes, heart reins in the truth now and it brings in love. If you have been ignoring that loving place within that heart of yours now is the time to allow it to emerge from your depths to manifest your desires. I faced some darkness for a couple of hours and knew that it had to be so I could release the junk that held me down. And then I went back to Tapping again (EFT) and it made a total difference.
The news is so filled with drastic actions it makes me wish to not read anything but positive material and maybe just take long walks. I was appalled at the situation in Minneapolis where the policeman shot an Australian woman as she was reporting to his partner about a possible assault in the alley outside where she lived. Dig beyond the dirt. It is not what it seems. On another note: a senior member of Congress has stated that out of nowhere in a sudden way President Trump will be taken out. Wow. This country has hit the bottom. How many of you would go for that? No comment. The upcoming Solar Eclipse in August is sitting right on his ascendant. Anyway, soon they want to put chips in hundred dollar bills so they can track your money too. Life as we know it no longer exists. Little kids are becoming junkies. Yes, they are obsessed with phones too.
On July 21, 2017 Mercury conjoined the North Node in Leo. What kind of communication or interaction have you had? This is giving you a glimpse into the future. What was the energy like? Is it the kind you desire to have in the future or do you wish to let it go? This is the time to decide what you truly desire. Once you decide then it is good to communicate it with compassion and humility. Get it out there. You may be surprised what comes to you.
On a positive note the NEW MOON in LEO is coming to visit on July 23 2017 at 5:45 AM EDT; 2:45 AM PDT; and 9:45 AM GMT in 0 degrees 44’. The Sun is also in Leo at the same degree. What is it going to say to you? First of all it lightens the energy and says get your passion back on track; find that joyous point within yourself and you may wish to spread it to others; and reach down and find that creative piece that you have ignored for too long and get it out there and make it happen. How does that sound? Better than all that fear gunk, dear ones.
This is truly a time to rebirth yourself. Mars in Leo at 1 degree 52’ and conjoins the New Moon on July 26 exact at 4 degrees. It is time to bring your heart to any concern no matter how much fear shows up. The masculine Mars warrior is at the forefront of the energy. Your vitality, passion and motivation are in the mix taken to another level at this time. Use your heartfelt energy as things arise to help you wend your way through any situation. Mars helps to burn away the old paradigm of any expressions that are now not needed. Of course, some may show up as the negative Mars in Leo as the egocentric or bully. And then there are those of you who will go back to the childish ways. I suggest you stay in the heart.
Mars in Leo with the New Moon in Leo is about action, war, sex and lots of aggressiveness. Can you handle it? It can be truly positive and heart can be present. Yet, Mars can be fierce and just wants his own way. And since Mars squares Uranus, oh my, it brings a more erratic and explosive energy to this lovely heartfelt New Moon in Leo. So, where will you allow it to go in your life? You need to get all those deeply held desires which are ready to explode, but get them out in a safe environment. And keep them from becoming so intense that it becomes a danger to you. Watch impulsive actions because there may be shocks. Get yourself in a creative mode and work the energy this way.
Looks like a time of some kind of breakups since Uranus in Aries at 28 degrees is squaring the New Moon in Leo. Does not mean it definitely will occur just that the energy is saying make-up already or move on. And this also includes the basic family where some are more in a cult-like bubble as opposed to a family of all included. Some early trauma from childhood can pop up in your memory and maybe it is time to just recognize and let it go already. It is not an easy task but is recommended since it is interfering with your moving forward. And Uranus is saying be who you are, that unique self who is always true and if others disagree, that is their issue. This is not a time to fit in. The free heart speaks.
Some of you who have been in a childish mode for one reason or other have a challenge to work through it and get to your true self without bullying or trying to get your own way. Yet this New Moon conjunct Mars does bring you closer to those you consider family. On another hand there may be explosions in the domestic area and you feel like you are at war. Stop being provoked. Are you projecting your old behaviors or those that serve your higher purpose?
Where have you been limiting yourself? Jupiter in Libra continues to square Pluto in Capricorn and will bring out your fears, beliefs and desires and show this to you. Then you can look for another approach to anything that is occurring in your life. That brings on an exhilarating feeling. This is definitely time to transform who you are.
Chiron in Pisces is trine the New Moon in Leo and helps bring healing. Those who haven’t healed old wounds will sink into self-pity. And others who have will go the other direction and reach into the higher consciousness. If there is something you are stuck on, then dig it out and heal it. It is time to do that, dear ones.
Saturn is retrograde in Sagittarius until August 25, 2017 when it goes direct a few days after the Solar Eclipse. If fear has been an issue then Saturn may be trying to get you on track. There are some lessons that you may have learned in the retrograde period. This has been a time of regrouping and looking at anything that you may be developing. This way you can change anything that needs change before it goes direct and you move forward with desires. Any relevant issues which you have been facing now can be revamped and prepared for the next phase.
As the energy of the Solar Eclipse (2nd New Moon in Leo) arrives on August 21, 2017 there is another eclipse on August 7 (lunar Full Moon in Aquarius). Find the peace within your heart now; stay out of the doubts and fears; and allow the moment to take you forward to your desires. Life is changing in ways beyond our imagination which is bringing you what you desire. Do you recognize that? And these times of intense energy are dramatically transforming. If others tell you different then they are still back in a bubble of the past. You need to allow the freedom of your own heart to take you to the path of your soul purpose.
Those signs intensely affected and with any personal planets at these degrees: Taurus (Aries 27 – Taurus 5 degrees, Leo (Cancer 27-Leo 5 degrees) , Scorpio (Libra 27-Scorpio 5 degrees) and Aquarius (Capricorn 27-Aquarius 5 degrees). Birthdays: April 17- April 25; July 19-27; October 18-26; and January 16-24.
Keep those heartfelt thoughts flowing and stay in the moment. Thank you for reading, dear ones Don’t forget to set your intentions in the first 24 hours after the New Moon. Sending well wishes and blessings to you as the New Moon energy comes in. ”Don’t give into your fears, if you do you won’t be able to talk to your heart.” (Paolo Coelho) Check out offthecuffe-zine for an article about Saturn and fear. It is a great magazine. Until again. Love, Jan
So much is going on dear ones. Who slept fitfully last night? I know that Moon was opposing Mars in Virgo and boy what a restless high energy night. Now I feel so tired. EEK! The eclipses did their jobs of starting the ball rolling and now it is up to you to continue the energetic to finding the truth in all. What a wild ride that affects us all. There is so much change in the air that even though you may feel it, there are others of you are oblivious to it. Layers upon layers of the old paradigm fall away. Those who have the riches of the world will soon be in turmoil since they have stolen what belongs to all of you, not just the select few. It has been setup like that for eons of time and the last hurrah for those who have power is coming to seek them out. You also have power and have you ever thought about actually being in the power? That inner power will help you weather whatever shows up in your life. Some of you will be thinking, what is going to happen? Fear thinking may show up. Did you ever find that fear wins the moment? Does fear offer you truth or love? Heck no. It appears because you forgot you are LOVE. Look at it as a perfect way to gauge whether that love is buried deep within. When the door opens and fear appears, ask it to leave. It has no power over you anymore.
You may wonder why I continue speaking of this fear that seems to show up sporadically. Well, it is obvious to me that many of you still hang onto this for some unknown reason. Is it fear about money or not having something that you think you need? Is it fear about not being loved? Is it fear of something happening at your workplace? Fear is everywhere as long as you allow it to take over your life. Let’s go beyond fear and face the demons and bring out the truth and what a difference life can be. This feeling that comes over you, the anxiety, fear and otherwise, is unreal. It appears to teach you. Love is.
Have you ever noticed that when you are in a place of love within, the place where the Divine resides, that your life flows smoothly with very few bumps. And now that Jupiter goes into Gemini at 1:22pm EDT on June 11, 2012 and it is going to be there for a year until June 26, 2013. Things will start to feel somewhat lighter. People will want to talk and communicate but our nation’s fiscal woes may get worse since everyone seems to be scattered doing too many things to concentrate. It joins the Sun and Venus in Gemini. If you have any planets near the first 5 degrees of Gemini, they will be overly energized by the positive Jupiter vibrations in the next few weeks. Some of you may find new opportunities especially if you have a North Node close by. This will happen through others and if you don’t pay attention, they disappear. So please open to anything that may help you on your true path. Jupiter going into Gemini can also mean a time of hyperactivity. Your brain doesn’t stop thinking, worrying and finding more ways to make you crazy and anxiety-prone. You want to talk about chatty things, gossip and be superficial. Oh joy. Know this and keep yourself from getting pulled into this kind of scenario. Then there are those who may question your thinking or actually prod you into a controversial debate. Do you need that? This is a time to get to the larger truth along the path and get rid of all those empty concepts. On June 13/14 Jupiter will touch on the Solar Eclipse point from May 20.
The energy that is slowly rising in this timeframe can truly make you feel like you are drawn and quartered if you are off track. Seriously! Whatever is coming up for you it is time to stop pretending and walk through all the junk that is being thrown at you. Yes, I mean you and you and you. You are being poked and prodded to listen to your heart. Forget what MS Media says. Are you still holding on to beliefs from your parents? Look at the bottomline. Are you worthy? Are you living your life for you or other people? Why does it the old junk have such a hold on you? Where is this self-talk taking you? Does it enhance your life or have you convinced yourself that life is a struggle and as long as you can ignore it, it will go away? Not happening this time. It is off base in this new paradigm. If you are living your truth, life flows. If not, Humpty Dumpty falls off the wall. The only way to put him back together again is to have a reevaluate and move through it. When you are off base, then things go haywire and it is distracting and distressing. So, what will you do about this? Changes are arriving in everyone’s life. The changes come to say, pay attention. If you choose to ignore the shifting energy, then you may feel very beat up and a bit worse for wear. No joke. So, let’s move forward on your path and take a small leap. The tipping point is coming to your neighborhood. Will you be able to face the music? It is time to look at your life and see what is working and what is not. And then decide if you wish to keep on living in a way that is untrue. Your choice.
Enough said. May the blessings of the Divine flow through your life and bring joy and love to you and much prosperity. Thank you for all your support. Until again. With love, Jan
Happy Valentine’s Day – the day the world stops to celebrate love. There is a frenzy to buy cards, gifts and any bauble or bangle there is for your favorite sweetie. I am a big fan of the day. I thought I would get lots of cards. Of course, Valentine’s Day is only one day. Celebrating love for one day and forgetting it the rest of the year is crazy? Do you forget about expressing love beyond this day? If anyone has an answer for me I would love to hear it. How many of you actually tell your dream girl/guy that you love them on other days? Do you say it more than once, every so often? Many have told me you don’t need to say it all the time because it is understood by your actions. Well, honey, I love to hear the words and you know what, why not give me what makes me feel good? Oh, I know, no one can make another happy, but it sure does boost one’s mood at times to hear those three words. If it makes your dream girl/guy’s day by hearing those three little words, what is the hesitation? By failing to express one’s feelings, doesn’t that build up some kind of volcano ready to explode? And then one day you no longer can keep it in and along comes a big bang. Tell that dream girl/guy that you love them if you do. Possessing someone is far from love. I see that too often around me. Are you one of those who gives love little credence and prefers to sacrifice that part of your life for approval, control and money with so little interest in intimate partnerships? How many do that? I think it is a rampant disease. Love is worth it. Have you ignored expressing love due to old patterns, habits, desires? I hear some of you saying you don’t really care about love. Well, no one said you had to care about it. Just express it, show it, and send it out to everyone. Too many are jaded and want the easy road. So, you were hurt a few times along the way. BIG DEAL! What’s the fear about? May get hurt again…obviously you didn’t understand why that person came in your life. Maybe it was bad timing. Maybe you needed to have a trigger to clear out the sludge of the past and see the truth about yourself. Love is. How sad to go through life without feeling LOVE. God is Love and Love is God.
There is no hesitation for me to express how I feel. That is being authentic. When I feel good I allow myself to share my joy. If I am having a down day for whatever reason, then do I share my feelings? Should I hide in a corner and wait for the mood to pass so others see only the positive in me? Hey, wonderful you, my need to express is just as important as your need to express. Of course, sometimes you and I both get carried away and say things that may be insensitive or hurtful. (I am not talking about abusive relationships here.) Should we break off the connection because that happened whether in friendship or love? Heck no. That’s taking it personally and nothing is worth taking personal. Get over it already. Yes, there are some who would say I haven’t gotten over some stuff. Oh, I have. Takes longer sometimes to clear out the debris and let go the old habits, patterns involved. And in right timing it is released. Nothing happens instantly unless you have mastered it. And if it does, believe me it comes back sooner than later to check you out and see if you really let go. Have you? Love has no controls. You cannot demand a partner or a friend to be the way you fantasize them to be. Wouldn’t that be a fun time? Hey, love, be in my life filled with sharing and laughter but if I choose to control you, I will. Love and control have no connection. Love is always about the other. The more you give love, the more you get back a hundredfold. And it will come back in ways that you least expect, sometimes so far different than what you intended that you may fail to recognize it at first. Remember it is for your highest good.
When I mentioned about repressing feelings and eventual explosiveness, I found something in Whitney Houston’s chart that indicated this. She was an angel sent from above to share her gift with the world. I had the pleasure of seeing her perform many years ago in the 90s. It was extraordinary. What a personable lady (very Leo) with lots of verve. Yet there was a dark side that reared its ugly head when she met and married Bobby Brown (my opinion). She began to feel insecure and not being able to live up to the adulation. Although she was magnetic and filled with charisma before her marriage, the darkness crept in through projection. The last few months she had Pluto transit squaring her Mars in Libra which gave her more ambition possible. Pluto pumps up the energy and since Mars is energy, it is over the top. With whom did she have a power struggle at this time? The other side of the coin is any suppressed anger still lingering within could bring some very shady characters to her life or danger. It is not what it seems. She ticked someone off recently, maybe even that day, because she did not agree with what was said and it was very emotional for her. She stuck to her guns about her feelings and someone did not like it. It had to do with a partnership. She was NOT going to kill herself. Why would she? Have you jumped on the media bashing bandwagon before all the facts are in? Maybe you need to think for yourself. Didn’t she fly to California for this celebration and the Grammy’s? More to this then anyone is saying. Who was in her room before she died? Mars was retro in her 7th house of partnerships conjunct her fated VERTEX. Wow, now I wonder if…..? And I bet the ranch it wasn’t done by her. It was building for weeks. Someone was not happy with her. If she wanted to kill herself, why fly out to the West Coast when she could have done it anywhere. I was appalled that they actually had that party when she was dead in another part of the hotel. Crass. Why not wait until the next day and then do a tribute party? Is this what America has become? I doubt that was a loving response on their part. Can you say zombies? We will always love you Whitney. RIP.
Sending you all blessings and lots of LOVE today and through the coming days. May your dreams become realities. Thank you so much for who you are and what you do. Until Again, Jan
Well, it’s 2012 and here we go again. Warmongers are set to blow the world up, the doomsday people are ready for the gloom that they want to manifest, and the Earth is crying her eyes out. We need to help the Earth heal and stop this craziness before it takes us away into oblivion that many are trying to bring about. There was a video I saw recently about that which said in order for the Earth to shift into a higher place of consciousness and heal it needs you and me to help it. What can we do? If you are reading this blog you probably feel the same way I do. Let’s awaken those who continue to sleep in their cozy existences. There are many who will choose to abandon the highest ways as they continue on their paths to doom. Yet, you and I are looking to rise up to higher consciousness and awaken others. How can we do this? Affirm that “I am willing to shift with my beloved Mother Earth.” It is recommended to say 3-4 times per day.
So much is going on around me and my favorite topic, the energy of LOVE and how it can help you get through the year. It is interesting how different I feel in this year of 2012. It is like something shifted immensely and here I am still going ahead, feeling better than I did just a few weeks ago. Did any of you feel some shifting within, or around you? This past weekend there was a Venus/Neptune aspect which was truly romantic. How many of you experienced a breakthrough lovewise? It was almost ethereal. And Venus now has come upon Chiron in Pisces in the last day or so which could bring about major relationship healing. On the other hand Chiron can manifest from a negative place and be truly insensitive because of its woundedness. Chiron is the wounded healer. So, did you come from the higher place or did you unconsciously hurt someone? It is a beautiful aspect if you stay on the higher ground and the deepest healing in a relationship can take place. Have any of you experienced this in the last day or so? Still is possible in the coming week. Look for it. Come from the deepest love and heal your relationship if needed.
Have you ever noticed how love motivates you? When you have a loving interaction and are involved with that special someone, don’t you feel uplifted? Inspired? I know that being in a loving relationship has always inspired me to go beyond the ordinary, silently telling me that I could conquer the world. Do women do this? Well, you know what I mean. The feelings that surface are joyful and can be magnificent if you are coming from that positive side of yourself. Have you noticed that love makes your mind clearer? When you truly love someone you stop feeling sorry for yourself. You love yourself even more unless, of course, you never did and that is what brings about any difficulties that may arise, lack of self-love. Love attracts love. So, if you have buried love so deeply because you fear loving, then do you really think you will find it manifesting in your life? Love is God.
If you find yourself acting out, do you think that it is a reflection of the partner’s feelings which may be coming from the unconscious? Does he/she recognize that? Or is it taken as a negative against them? Since we do tend to be mirrors for other,, that is possible. Sometimes there may be a past life issue, many in fact, which will trigger something within you or your partner and will start to be a burden on the relationship due to unsolved issues which haven’t been recognized. Or there may be a previous relationship which is now being played out with you because your partner didn’t resolve it with the other partner. Or you may be doing that also. Complex…not! Just layers of an onion which have to be peeled back to see what is truly happening and let go once it surfaces.
My suggestion to start the New Year in love is to forgive, have compassion and understanding, Love in your life manifests many things positive. It is a deep spring which flows from the Divine within and without. You are created to be love. Do you run from it because it scares you? Take love out of your life. What do you think will happen? That’s like taking the Divine from your life. With the Venus/Chiron aspect it is telling you to open to that healing within. If you do that then you can manifest it in your relationship. Let love energize you. Stop pushing it away and staying stuck in the muck of your own junk. There are really sweet things going on so please take advantage of any opportunities that may show up the end of the week Venus/Pluto can bring pleasure and boundless healing for those who are open to it. Keep that smile intact and as John Michael Montgomery says in a song,
“…If you’ve got love you can move a mountain
A little bit further down the line
You can do it all at once or one rock at a time
You can turn an ordinary picture into a priceless work of art
It’s what you can do if you’ve got love in your heart…”
What a fantastic time to be alive. Love will help you take a leap further than before. Love is all there is, dear ones. Let it be manifest in your life this year in a magnificent way. May you be blessed until again. The Full Moon shows up on the weekend. Pay attention and thanks for reading. Love, Jan
Here I am back again wondering how those who had to deal with Hurricane Irene made out and those of you who are now having to face the effects of Hurricane Lee are doing. Was there anybody who actually helped another individual or family in the throes of this weather emergency? Did you send your love out to those in need? Sometimes in the midst of our own needs we forget that others may have to walk through the muck too. So, what have you experienced in the past week and are you considering taking a leap in any part of your life? Was a busy time these past days and the fearmongers were truly out in force. I hunkered down in my abode and thought really good thoughts to keep the weather to a minimum in my area. Stay safe as the changes are coming rapidly and do continue to pay attention in all areas of your life. This week is volatile in some ways or maybe it is just a shift that is coming into action. Or the fear mode may take effect in a big way. Watch the 7th of September.
As I continue to watch the fear rise up in some of you I think about how much love is being kept out of the picture. What else is there besides love? Do you have a relationship right now? Did you tell that person you love him/her? If not, what are you waiting for? Love is all that matters. Do you know that the more hugs you give the better you feel? I am sure most of you are aware of this. Fear weakens everything within. It raises your blood pressure, creates havoc with your nervous system and is the opposite of love. Hey, you say, isn’t hate the opposite of love? No, it is not. Hate is part of love, because you can love and hate a person at the same time. Not saying that’s a good thing but it does occur. Fear is not part of love. Fear is deadly to one’s loving. Once fear enters love runs away, bolts out the door. Fear prevents love from showing its face to that other person. How many times in your life have you been fearful in a relationship and something happened to create chaos? Was the chaos from the fear within you or did the other person do something to create fear? You tell me. Fear is deadly.
How many of you hold grudges because someone said something that you disliked? You felt they were attacking you. And you actually owned what that individual said. Oh my. Get a grip here. You want to own those words that came out of fear and now you say he/she attacked you with words. Please. Any attacks are either that individual venting their hostility at you and it just so happens you are there or you are reflecting that and you are the one who is fearful or angry. So, is that grudge worth it? I thought you understood that the Divine God wants you to be loving. Show love, be love, share love. And if you find that the one you love has no clue about loving, then what do you do? Hold a grudge? Well? Round in circles you go. LOVE IS. You all have moments of frustration, of anger, of fear and just plain don’t want to be bothered. Is that wrong? The part that creates chaos is when you stop showing the love in your heart. Is that what you are doing? I hope not. Love never ends. I can hear some of you saying, it sure does. NOPE. Sorry, untrue. Mainstream BS. Love is always present unless you are some robot in hiding or alien abductor. If it is always present then why do you fail to show it, share it, be it? Obviously it is the political correctness, the conditioning of childhood, the old worn out patterns and the fear again. Gee whiz, go away already (fear) and let the love shine through. I could write pages and pages about love and some will continue to dispute it. As I said love never ends. If you insist it does, then I say you are experiencing lust. Love is in the heart and lust is not.
Are you fearful of being hurt in love, dear ones? I do agree with Don Miguel Ruiz who says that fear hurts; love does not. If there is hurt involved or what you perceive as ‘hurt’ then maybe you need to look at whether you really love yourself and why you choose to be on the fear track. If you feel obligated, that is fear. Love has no obligations. Love has no expectations. Love is unconditional. Fear is when you think that you love someone only when you can control them, when you like the image presented. Fear is not kindness although it may show up as kindness yet you are impatient with the lover. How can you be so impatient? To love is to accept. You love for no reason. It just is. You do something because it brings joy. Love is fun. If you experience the fear track some work needs to be done due to past connections, past patterns. Sometimes it happens that you love deeply and it goes nowhere. Look at it as an opportunity to create peace between you because fear is definitely still present. Love has been buried due to external forces in your life. Love is not convenience. Love may have entered and the fear overcame it. You have to keep the love flowing between you no matter what goes on. Are you angry when your loved one doesn’t act, speak or be what you expect him/her to be? Is that love? No it is control. If you feel that you don’t like him/her then maybe you need to find someone who you do like to be with no matter how they act or who they are within. Another thing that comes into play may be old beliefs which have been forced upon you from your childhood. Are those thoughts and feelings and beliefs keeping you from knowing the love that is in your heart? You tell me. You are blocking out the love because that fear thing exists. (Charts can be checked for any of these kinds of things.) I have always thought that if you love someone you need to let them go because like a butterfly they will return if the love is real. Love is responsible. Fear runs away. And by the way, “anger is only fear with a mask.” (DMR) So, what do you plan to do about it? Keep holding onto the fear track or do you intend to really love from your heart unconditionally. And don’t tell me you have fallen out of love because it is untrue. No one falls out of love. It didn’t exist in the first place…total hogwash. You liked what that individual’s exterior, nothing else. So be it.
I would love to hear how you are doing in love. Remember we are all connected and love from me goes out to all of you every day. The more love shared will bring about more peace and joy. There are those who have no love as I have said before. Those individuals will soon be a forgotten part of our lives. Peaceful thoughts, warm feelings and lots of love to you as you travel the road that will bring you to a big leap in consciousness and elevating you to your truth. Keep on the loving track. May the angels surround you and may you find that truth that opens your heart to love. Have a wonderful week dear ones. Many blessings, much love. Until again, Jan